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一句简单却包含了千言万语的 —— 我爱你

2011-11-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

我爱你。。。。

三个很简单的字。

三个有很深意义的字。

可是，真正了解这句话的人有多少？

还很小的时候，一位在班上坐在我后面的男生写了一个“我爱你”的字条送给我。

事实呢。。。。那只是一个男生拿来当玩笑的无聊字条。

很久很久以前，有个男生曾经对我说过：我爱你；海枯石烂，至死不渝。。。真心真意，一心只为你。

有没有相信是一回事，但他后来跟别的女生在一起了。

在几年前，突然出现了一个男生对我说出 - 我爱你。

问他了解那句话的意思吗？问他真的清楚是他要的吗？问他是真心的吗？

他说：我爱你。不是因为你的外表。我爱你就因为你是你。时而傻、时而疯，时而快乐，时而生气。。。你就是你。。。不要怀疑我对你的感情。虽然你不会接受我，但不要拒绝我。我会等你。。。。。一直等你。。。。

终于，某一天，他等到了。。。。。。。

但，他却变心了。。。。。。。

不是因为第三者；而是他突然发现从头到尾，他以为他真的爱，但是他从来没有真的爱过。

只是还没搞清楚地以为自己爱上了。

不想他为难，我放手了。

不为了任何理由，就是因为他终于了解自己想要的到底是什么了。

“我爱你” —— 对我而言亦没有了意义。

听过这么多故事、看到这么多故事，外加自己的故事。。。。真的，到底多少人知道这句话的意义何在。

不想再想；让一切顺其自然。。。。。。

也许某天真地会遇到一位了解这句话真正的意义的人。

或许不是对我说，但。。。一定是为了他真心真意爱的人说这句简单但却包含了千言万语说不清的 —— 我爱你。

我相信。。。。有一天。。。。等阿等就会听到的。。。。

世界的颜色

2011-10-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

武侠小说里的人物经常被分成白道和黑道。。。

白道的人 —— 代表了正义
黑道的人 —— 代表了邪恶

你的世界是什么颜色呢？

是黑色，还是白色？

我的世界很简单，只有一个基本色 —— 灰色

世界上的每个人与事其实没有真的分得很清楚。

每个人的心里都有一个黑暗的一面，只是这面把自己“发扬光大”或隐藏的很好。
再坏的人，当然也有‘白’的那面。。。这面只有他的挚亲挚爱才能看得到。

所以阿。。。为何要把世界分成两颜色呢？

本来就没有绝对的白或黑阿！

如果有绝对的黑与白，那世界早就分成所谓的‘少林寺’、‘峨眉派’，‘魔教’等等。。。

每天只要喊“毁灭魔教”和“统一江胡/世界”就行了。

当然，除了灰色，也要参杂许多的别的颜色如彩虹色等等。。。。

这样 - 你的世界就会变得更精彩、更活泼，更有‘人’‘情’‘味’。。。

有时间，或许就静下来想想吧！

你的世界到底被分成了什么颜色？

你要的又是什么颜色呢？

bloody pissed

2011-09-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

bloody pissed!!! wtf!!! wth!!!! argh!!!!!

it's my birthday month!!!

2011-09-17T01:54:00.004+08:00

another year older yet wiser. (wisdom never grow with age! it's grow with experience when you understood your learning)

still remembered 10 years ago, i could hardly wait to be my current age, 10 years later, i starting to miss the person back then. ==|||

so many things had changed, some many people had passed by; stayed for a while and for some, finally walked out of my life - for the better.

had made a few decisions, had broken away from a relationship, had rekindled several friendships, yet... nothing had changed much.

the deep empty hole inside me is still.... empty.

still unable to find the right person to fill in the hole.

but! life still goes on, the earth don't stop for one person. (maybe it did just that we dunno.. heheeee...)

currently, learning to appreciate more of life and enjoy it with fun-filled happiness.

making the same wish each year...

if there's really a so-called 'someone made specially for you by the creator'; jus appear soon, coz i am really sick of waiting for you to appear.

anyway.... a very belated happy birthday to myself. (my birthday is on early of the month.=^^=) and a joyful birthday to all who was born in the month of september.

wat's wrong with budget airlines?

2011-08-18T19:28:00.002+08:00

seriously... what's wrong with budget airlines?

1) it takes forEVER to get through the "hotline" - yes u r indeed very hot seeing how my temper rised after i finished my call each time.

2) information given never tally regardless the number of times u called in

3) website and operator's information DUN tally!!!

wat's the fuc**** wrong with budget airlines?

i wonder how they going to continue this kind of service standards after SQ and ANA steps in with their new budget carriers as well????

man............. so wanna faint and vomit blood just talking and changing the tickets........ ==|||

Can't believe i missed this: F.I.R.亞特蘭提斯

2011-08-11T16:55:00.004+08:00

i am okie with music & songs. the only band i ever follow so faithfully is the one and only - F.I.R and seriously, i can't believe i missed their new album debut in APRIL!!! and i have every album (at least a copy) of all their albums throughout the years~~~~~ ^^v

Oh ya.. i had many issues at that point, so can't really blame myself... still... ==|||

compared to the last 2 albums from them... there's really much improvement!!! (will buy the actual copy of the album some time later...) *cross fingers they will have the MTV version out... or had they? heheheee... =^^=

Album Name: 亞特蘭提斯

My Favorite Song: 淚光閃爍

淚光閃爍

作詞：陳建寧 / 謝宥慧
作曲：陳建寧 / 郭偉聰

夜從天空悄悄滑落
任性地劃著傷口
是誰呢
痛得那麼沈默

我以為把幸福上鎖
能緊緊守護承諾
是誰呢
把窗推開風捲走了愛

為你哭的淚每一顆閃爍
堅定的路途也走得顛簸
頭也不回義無反顧
從不後悔深(深)愛過

為你笑的淚每一顆閃爍
Cause I love you so
最美的愛不是緊握
我們曾擁有

當心跌碎了以後我還努力拼湊你給的夢

转眼间，十年过去了。。。

2011-07-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

那天去看了哈利波特最终回，发现原来 —— 转眼间，十年的岁月在不知不觉中就这样过去了。。。

十年前，我第一次认识哈利波特是在大考最后一天。

从考场离开后，我和两个友人决定去开一部电影。那时，我们3个中，只有我不知道哈利波特但那两人早已经读过。。。看他们这么兴致勃勃地热情介绍，我就依了他们，也从此开始了我和哈利波特的不解之缘。。。。

回首看这十年走过的风风雨雨与经历的路程，真的有很多的感叹。。。

当年的带我看哈利波特电影的两位友人；一位现在已经结婚 (幸不幸福真的不知，原因是因为很久没联络了。）；另一位呢。。。。。。。。到现在为止，她——永远都会是我的好朋友之一。在当年很多不愉快的日子，是她把欢笑带进我的生命里。虽然后来很少联络，但每年的圣诞卡让我们的友谊从来没剪断过。

人，虽然已经在2年前的一天突然离开了我们，但她那开怀大笑的声音却永远在我们的心里。有时真的想问上天，为何这么早就把这么年轻又活泼的女生带走。她的生命之旅才刚刚开始。人生还有很多是她还没尝试过。她还没有足够的时间在这世界上留住自己的痕迹。为何就让她离去。。。

那天听到了她的死讯的记忆到现在为止还非常的清晰。

早上十点多，电话突然响了。昏睡中的我被我那吵到不行的电话铃声吵醒。看到显示银幕上的来电者，我还在想这个来电者一年联络不到一次，这次肯定无事不登三宝殿，突然找我准没好事。哪里知道，听到的第一句话竟然是 —— 你知不知道 Grace passed away 了？

霎那间脑袋一片空白，唯一听到的是电话另一边的友人的声音。说了什么，还真的没听进去。反映过来时只问了发生什么事和几时的事。

党看到她躺在那白色的棺木时，平静的面孔、多年一起的回忆在脑海里一直的闪过。眼泪也像忘了关掉的水龙头，泪流不止。

人生，真的非常的短暂。你永远不知道哪一天你会突然写下生命里的句号。

这十年，看了很多、也学了很多。脾气也学会收敛，人也学会该放手的时候放手。

伤心过、开心过、气愤过，这些就像料理中的调味料。少了它们，一道菜就没有味道。人生也不过如此。

少了这些调味料就好像少了什么。但不应该太执著，该放手时、该离开时、该坚持时，千万不要动摇。

接下来的另一个十年又要怎么过呢？—— 就边走边开着办吧！

该来的总会来。不是你的，莫强求。。。这样，人生或许会快乐点、简单点，单纯点。

i hate it here!

2011-07-02T00:58:00.002+08:00

seriously! i hate it here!!!!

it sucks big time!!!!

the 死 shine shine is super disorganize!!!

how can u do an event where all your information was only given after the advance parties arrived!!!

everything should be DONE!!!! yes.. there are cases where we will/may need to make changes, but not EVERYTHING! i can't believe it when i arrive here!

this is ridiculous!!! plus... stop being such a asshole control freak!

yes.. things need to be prepared and be 100% ready for changes.. u wanna standardlize everything.. ok.. but dun bloody do that AFTER we had settled EVERY single bloody details!!! wtf!!!!!

if u cannot control, den dun boast bout it and personally freak out and blame on ours...

yes.. we oversee things here and there.. we r human!!! and machine/robots also make mistakes.. if u dun take things cool but only start shooting colorful languages at others!!! hey! we are given birth by our parents and RESPECT us! bloody asshole!

wat the problem with u when others managed to finish their job and get some R&R.. y u wanna us to be so uptight and freak out like u! and for god sake.. show a little respect for others and stop behaving like commando! some ppl need not answer to you and if u wanna ppl to do something... learn this line - pre-inform for arrangement and NOT make last minute request and expect something wonderful to happen. if it doesn't... bloody hell.. stop blaming others!!!! and be an asshole with a stuck up attitude!

one fine day.. karma will strikes and u better get every single u deserve at one time... wait.. in a row i mean.. a slow death is always BETTER den a instant death!!!

bloody hell!!!

final call

2011-06-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

i never look forward to a date that much ever!! especially that date = fair is flooding in!!

this is seriously the craziest project ever!!!

it's not that tough...

it's really down to the main organizer for well... being here and there and into pieces... and.. those nutties.. i only can get rid of them officially after Jul 06 and i damm looking forward to that day.. depsite another tsunami of fairs falling directly on me.. fairs are "fun" in a way... but those crazy ppl..........

i rather they disappear for the good of all human being!!!

GAMBATE~~~~~~~~~~ 加油加油加油！！！！！！

fucking bitches

2011-06-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

There are a LORRY of fucking bitches in my working place and it's fucking irritating to work with them...

everything tends to push to others.. got problems other to take care and blame for.. they behaved like pets and tends to "work" hard when bosses are around.. pls la... if u r really that hard-working, why the need to prove and show it????

if u r that capable.. sure enough, you won't even consider to "pretend"... if u really feel there's nth further for you in a company.. u sure to leave... right?? it's plain logic!

these bitches... are here to create nth but trouble(S)!

They think they r good, but they aren't...

and ppl are juz too blind to see it! argh!!!!!!

if they see this.. too bad... coz it's my personal blog and it's FREE SPEECH!!! plus.. i din mentioned who's the bitches , so if you offended... den.. it's NOT my fault!! lolxxx

WTF!!!

2011-06-03T09:58:00.002+08:00

Bloody hell!!!

it's not ME who is "forcing" all of you to handle to AIA project!!!!

i personally also super unwilling to deal with all these ppl!!!!

why do i need to resort to "beg" of all u to meet and work on it when i have a pile of unfinished work as well!!!

am i very free????? do u think i am very free??????

STOP thinking for your ownself and not others!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so bloody sick to see all of your faces giving me those why i have to do it look!

do i wanna do it? NO!
do i have to do it? YES!
do i have a choice? NO!
do i complain as much? NO!
do i have complains? YES!

so... stop saying u r the one working that hsard when we all are equally doing the same!!!!!!!!!

this is damm ass frustrating!!!

烦！！！

2011-06-01T17:12:00.002+08:00

真的好烦！

为什么这么简单的东西，那些人却不会用！！！

有没有搞错！到底书读到哪里去了？？？？？？

连我家的“小黑”都明白，那些人是猪头吗？没脑吗？

然后，什么都不是他们的错！自己input错data所以就卡住啦！

那是你自己没有搞清楚program，不是我们的问题！

我们这里的人TRY了这么多次都没problem，一到你们那；problems 竟然堆积如山！！！

天啊！！！！！！！

老天，把这些人收拾掉吧！不要再让他们“危害”人间的其他生物！

还有。。。某些人，明明定了团，又因为没semi-d决定退团。

ok，我们不charge你。。。

现在再抱回来订，okay我给你这个团最低价。。。

但好心没好报，KBKB 之后我再给你extra discount。。。高兴了吧！

可是，你却不知足，跟我们吵翻天。。。原因不为什么，就为了airline taxes！！

你奶奶的！taxes 起价关我们屁事啊！

之前要issue你的机票，跟我们耍大牌买semi-D。。。。

现在taxes officially 起了，关我们他妈的什么事啊！

有钱买semi-D，就不要为了这种咚咚吵翻天！小心报应！就好你的semi-D 排水系统出问题！！！！

aia agents sucks!!!

2011-05-31T14:45:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder whether ppl have the discreet to think for others.. and the answer is a big no!

y?

simple.. we are now having this project and not surprising... the damm ass aia agents are venting their anger on us... yes... i hereby mentioned who the hell is the asses from hell that are making my life miserable!! flame me if u wanna i dun care... coz my blog is a free speech channel n u have no rights to sue me as long as i din use anything offensive and i am stating the facts!!!

they bloody channel their anger to us and what?

they better avoid selling insurances to any of us coz we will channel this rubbish back to them!!!

so wish one fine day no one will need to buy insurance again and tata.. this ppl will lose their jobs for good!!!!

hey! u r piss but we r not yr anger punching bags plus, if it's not for us, u will bloody hell dun have a job to begin with!!!! and STOP being so picky! juz take that package and asking us to treat u like priority!! u r so not! can't u juz do the registration for yourself??? if all of u wanna us to do it for u.. den shut up and stop choosing plus... tell yr management to STOP have the program coz seriously! wat's the point of us having so many staffs when techically, all of u had send in for us to registration for u...

bloody hell!!!! may u all knows and get yr karma soon!!!

responsibilities

2011-04-28T10:17:00.002+08:00

sometimes.. i wonder whether some people now the meaning of responsibilities.......

regarding it's work or personal, as much as you like to deny it, be a "man or "woman" and learn to embrace it with open arms...

super hate it when some ppl tends to push their responsibilities to others...

hey! seriously, everyone has his/her own things to take care of and there's no way we can always remember each other stuffs!!!!!

even a computer breaks down and goes on strikes at times!

this is so frustrating!!!!!

When unexpected things just happen... unexpectedly...

2011-03-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Mar 11, 2011
Where am I: In Okinawa, Japan.
Activities: Morning - Whale Watching, Afternoon - Diving in the Sea

What Happened: @ around 2.37pm, a 9 magnitude earthquake striked pacific ocean located 130KM away from Sendai City
Result: Massive destruction and Tsunami
Extreme Results: Earthquake caused tsunami which caused the nuclear plant in Fukushima to shut down and levels to prevent radiations to fail...

after arriving back to singapore, was asked by many.. where were you when the earthquake and tsunami strikes where were u... my reply... diving in the sea...

and everyone who asked me looked at me in shock and said i was lucky.

den it occur to me.. imagine if the earthquake happens when i was out at sea enjoying whale watching... we may results like the whirlpool image on TV.. spinning around into the deep deep ocean and ended my short route on earth...

really.. ... things juz happened... it's not what u wanna or u dun wanna...

no one expected Japan to hit so badly due to this natural disaster... but it did and many were saying was it due to the things they did in the past.. karma if we call it in short...

but... i dun think so...

earth is changing and we had "destroy" it to the fullest from the past till now...

Goods & Bads About CNY 2011

2011-02-07T12:11:00.002+08:00

Goods & Bads About CNY 2011
Goods:
- My cousin getting married so i'm very safe from all the bomba bout when getting a bf...
- All my relatives are quite 'rich' this year coz without "trying hard".. i got quite a nice amount og $$$
- From calculations.... next year i will still be safe from all the bombas since my other cousins are mostly attached and the new question of the year should be "when r u having children?" for my getting married soon cousin

Bads:
- I have no luck in winning any $$$ this year.. lost to my cousins.... damm...
- I'm getting older.... double damm...
- Most of my cousins are attached and i am still bloody single.... endless damms....

maybe

2011-01-13T13:58:00.002+08:00

maybe there was once i really love doing it.. but my passion for it went dead after some more dramatic events...

it's not like i am surrendering or giving up...

it's just there are times everything just squeeze together and allows no breathing space for me....

i'm human... i'm not a robot.. i need that space and air that a normal human deserve....

i just want to really breathe and not trying too hard to be someone i'm not.....

i dun wanna lose myself ... i wanna the old self back for good....

不知道到底发生什么事，请勿插手

2010-12-10T09:38:00.002+08:00

有听说过吗？

如果你不清楚某一件事，就不要插手管。

因为在不懂头不懂尾的情况下，你会做出错误的判断。

而且，我们不应该只听片面之词然后认为是另一方的错！！！！

这是个很不好的行为。

什么事都这样来判断的话，请不要因为别人的质疑而开始维护自己并且死人定全部都不管你的事！

吐血记

2010-12-09T10:06:00.002+08:00

一个人到底要吐多少血才会死呢？

我看应该需要很多很多吧。。。

那那些古代的文人吐血身亡的。。。。应该是血气不足吧。。。不然干嘛没事就吐血。。。。 ==

所以呢。。。。。虽然我已经狂吐血了。。。但还死不了。。。可惜可惜。。。。。

真的有没有搞错。。。为什么某些职深的人，为何会干些连新人都不会干的事？

搞了老半天。。。其实是一件小事，但因为处理不当、那件事就像滚雪球一样 — 越滚越大。。。。

还有阿。。。某某人。。。竟然因为要推卸责任，鼓励把第三者牵涉进一件不管他人的事。。。。。真的搞不懂这些人的脑袋在想什么。。。。

所以呢。。。。。整天在吐血但还活着，就当作把“肮脏”的换成“新鲜”的。

这样啊。。。人应该可以拥有一个更“健康”的身体吧！ ==

幸福。。。真得很简单吗？

2010-11-14T15:16:00.002+08:00

幸福。。。真得很简单吗？

明明知道你已经作了选择，偶尔还是会幻想。。。

或许。。。。事情并不是我们所认为的那样。。。

也许。。。。。是我们所想的那样。。。。。

但是。。。。。。幻想通常活永远只是幻想。。。。。

事实都已经摆在眼前，然道还要我抱任何希望吗？

没听说过希望越大失望越大这句至理名言吗？

就是因为不想最后可能会失望，所以从头到尾对你的希望并不高。

你也没让我失望啊。。。。因为你的确在给了我一个“可能”之后，再给我一个完全的不可能。。。

你不要忘了。。。我也是人。。。我也有我的七情六欲。。。我也有我的喜怒哀乐。。。。。

某人说。。。不要对你失去信心。。。。但。。。。我没有可能在对你抱任何信任与希望。。。

因为你。。。。不值得我对你有任何的付出。。。。。。

我绝对要爱自己多过对任何人。。。。

这个世界不会因为没有谁而停止转动。。。。。

所以请不要说我无情。。。因为是你自己把握对你的“情”磨的寥寥无几。。。。。

piss off~~~

2010-10-08T10:31:00.003+08:00

it's not me who wanna be so 'difficult'...

hello!!!

i am not the controller for that damm ass rainbow and i cannot make any changes to it!!!

any difference is i want meh! need to adjust $$ is i wanna de mah!!

u all wanna the easy way and i always had to deal with the hard way!!!

and damm it as well when problems occur and i have to be the one answering for them!!!

i am human too and i DO get piss at times!!!

so stay clear and stop saying i wanna make things the hard way!!!

coz i also dun wanna do it like that!!!!!

选择

2010-10-07T15:59:00.003+08:00

有没有想过自己选择的职业可能不是原本想要的？

我就经常这样想。。。。

说真的。。。我真得不清楚自己想要得是什么。。。

唯一一件我很确认的是。。。我想要拥有一间世外桃源一样的小咖啡馆。。。

偶尔。。。好朋友过来花费，谈天说地。。。一起度过美丽的午后。。。

但。。。这个梦想感觉很遥远。。。。

要实现它，真的有那么一点的麻烦。。。。

可是。。。我会努力的！！！加油！！！

人啊。。。。

2010-10-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

人啊。。。。。。。。。。。

真是虚假的动物。。。。

在喜欢的人的面前可以开怀大笑。。。

在讨厌的人的面前也可以开怀大笑。。。。

人怎么这么爱带上假面具呢？？

带假面具带久了不会累吗？

我本人就觉得很累。。。。。所以。。可能的话就尽可能不带。。。。

但是。。。不带的结果。。就是把真实的自己曝光给别人。。。给人有机会对你不利。。。。

这就是为什么我比别人跟容易被‘小人’插俩刀。。。好人嘛。。。总是死的比坏人早。。。

没听过吗？？

好人不长命，祸害遗千年。。。。

都说了我是“好人”。。。当然不长命啦~~~~~

认真说。。。我也不希望活就。。。活这么久干嘛？？

这个世界已经被破坏得差不多了。。。。早晚灭亡。。。

但是。。。至少。。。让我先把想要做的事都搞完了。。。。这样我才不会有什么遗憾嘛~~~~~

嘿嘿嘿。。。。 ^^

另类的朋友。。。

2010-10-01T09:48:00.002+08:00

另类的朋友。。。当然不是指阿飘啦！

另类的朋友是指你生命中的某某人。。。经常在你背后默默的支持你。。。。鼓励你。。。

有时，这类人。。我们大多都不会太多注意。。就是因为他们常常都在。。。所以我们就没注意他们。。。

好好地珍惜你生命里的这些人。。。。

他们永远都不会背叛你。。。。。永远都回是你一辈子的朋友。。。只是他们不喜欢把目光放在他们身上而已。。。

再见。。。还是朋友。。。

2010-09-30T12:13:00.003+08:00

有人说。。。

朋友变成了情人。。。。

当感情变质后。。。

很难从情人变成朋友。。。

我和你。。。

根本连开始都没有开始过。。。

你就已经退缩。。。。

逃到天涯海角。。。。

我也醒悟了。。。

对于你。。。

我们还是朋友。。。。

只是。。。不会再由以前的亲密与独一无二的相处方式了。。。

再见。。。我们还是朋友。。。。

你或继续逼而不见。。。那。。。也只能把跟你的友情做个永远的诀别。。。。

爱情复兴 - 容祖儿

2010-09-29T16:59:00.000+08:00

爱情复兴 - 容祖儿

华丽的巴洛克圆舞曲卡夫卡朗诵着诗句
时空互相交错的场景中古世纪的爱情
我像关在被咀咒的古堡
我像闯进马车经过的巷道
我像听见修道院的祷告
逆流时间的路找不到找不到

*爱听说能穿越几世纪痛苦过幸福过会重映
我们附身彼此记忆才这样纠缠到无止尽
传说爱能飞几千里降落到今生的拥抱里
如果摆脱不了宿命就任它写错剧情

等待着被救赎的哭泣连上帝都只能默许
我们相遇惊动了天地横扫乱世的爱情
我像看到木偶有泪在掉
我像听见街头艺人的讪笑
我像俘虏卫兵挡在地窖
逆流时间的路找不到找不到

repeat*
我们都别再做个逃兵等待再一次爱情复兴
让秒针暂停从轮回中睡醒爱个彻底
repeat*
爱是一出唱不完的歌剧

wth senior are these ppl!!!???

2010-09-27T15:19:00.001+08:00

seriously!!!

senior are suppose those who can handle situation or can be cool on things that happened!!

why ppl call u a senior?? coz u r able to educAte, teach and share your experience...
but not a platform to boast your past!!!

things change, ppl change!!!

so .. proof yourself as a senior and be a good one!!!

还有五天。。。。。。。

2010-09-24T09:58:00.002+08:00

还有五天。。。。。。某人就回来了。。。。

有时。。。。我真的认为。。。当朋友。。。。不要想太多。。。。

如果最后注定在一起。。。两个人怎样都会走在一起。。。。。。。。。

所以。。。。。。某人的多虑。。。。真的不需要。。。。。

因为。。。。。。当有根好的选择出现了、有死心塌地的只要作者。。。。

作者也不会再为了不值得的继续等下去，浪费时间与有限的青春。。。。

我是活在孤岛的孤独流浪者2

2010-09-20T15:03:00.002+08:00

我是活在孤岛的孤独流浪者。。。。。。。

生命的定义到底是什么？？

没有一个人可以孤独的活在这世界上。。。。

所以，有些人，会用尽手段、不择手段。。。让自己能站在世界的高峰。。。

你了解被别人遗忘的感受吗？

那种孤独、没有任何温暖的冰冷感受。。。如果没有自己体验过是永远不会明白的。。。。。。。。

人类。。。。。。。。。是最有爱心也最残忍的生物。。。。。。

他可以现在对你很好。。。。。。。以后拿一把隐行的刀把你砍得体无完肤。。。。。。。

为什么还要对这个世界报有任何的期待和希望呢？

尤其你已经知道你所得到只有失望。。。。。。。。

宁可永远的漂浮、流浪。。。。也不想再为了什么而留恋。。。。。。。。。

因为。。。。。。。。已经没有值得的价值了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

-孤独的流浪者上-

孤岛上的孤独流浪者。。。

2010-09-18T11:13:00.002+08:00

我是活在孤岛上的孤独流浪者。。。。。。。。

飘浮不定，没有一个安定的栖身之所。。。。。。

灰暗的世界，没有人会多看我一眼。。。。。

我就像夜里的流云，看不到、听不到。。。。

活在自己找到的孤岛终老一生。。。。。。

在没有人看得到的地方慢慢变化。。。。。。。

世界的精彩亮丽已和我无关。。。。

再也看不到色彩缤纷的颜色，自看得到黑白灰三色。。。。。

有一天。。。。

或许、也许，

有人、会发现我这个孤岛上的古都流浪者。。。。。。。。

但。。。。。。。

那时已化成白骨。。。。。。。回归大地。。。。。

消失在这个让我永远也没办法感到任何归宿的世界。。。。。。。。

-孤独流浪者上-

旅行

2010-09-14T11:45:00.002+08:00

有人说旅行是为了走更长远的路而做的必备事务。。。

你认为呢？

当一个人想要在这繁忙的城市找到一点安宁时，最想做的事就是“逃”离。。。。

这时。。。旅行就是最好的“借口”！

你喜欢跟团还是自由行呢？

有些人因为怕麻烦，所以回选择跟团。原因嘛~~~~ 当然是省事省时、出问题时有人可以背“黑锅”。（个人看法，不代表任何立场。）

但。。。。我发现。。。真正的享受旅行所带来的快乐与满足感是自己计划的行程。你不只能自己掌握时间，还能自由变化行程。

出去。。。。。不是让自己更压力。。。。。是为了让自己好好的放松心情与享受难得的假期。。。。

每次出国都有不同的心情。。。。记得有一次。。。。我竟然是哭着从外国回来的。。。。当过了一段时间后，回忆那趟旅程时。。。觉得那也是一段不错的回忆。。。。

最近，竟有一点冲动，想把每次出国的经历与看到的事物写在部落个。。。。因为有些记忆过了时间的转变会变得越来越模糊。。。。

也许应该这样做吧。。。。。。。。。。。。当不在这世上时。。。所经历的回忆还会留下来跟每个人分享。。。

坦白

2010-09-13T13:57:00.002+08:00

在茫茫人海里。。。。

我们遇到命中注定的人的机会有多高呢？

其实。。。。真的只有百分之1。。。

你听过吗？

一个人一辈子能遇到真爱的机会有三次。。。

错过了。。。。。你永远就失去它了。。。

很多人分分合合。。。到底是因为想在一起而在一起，还是因为寂寞而在一起？

所谓的“真爱”到底存不存在？

如果真的有。。。那为何在这世界上有这么多人孤独到老、到死？

是因为他们错过了那三次机会吗？

世界这么大。。。。。

能遇到自己心仪的对像。。。就要好好地珍惜。。。。机会不会从来。。。。失去的会永远失去。。。。

一个人要坦白面对自己真正要的需要很大的勇气。。。。不是每个人都能做到这点。。。。

就因为不是每个人能做到。。。我才希望我的那个“他”也能做到这个不是每个人能做到的事。。。

我要的是他的坦白。。。清清楚楚地面对自己真正的想法与心底里真正的渴望。。。。。

过了这么久。。。。

我还在等待。。。。

等待。。。。真正的他浮现。。。。

等待我们不要错过我们的机会，让自己活在孤单、后愧与痛苦中。。。。。

Happie Birthday to me

2010-09-04T09:54:00.003+08:00

Happie birthday to me happy birthday to me...

happy birthday happy bdae...

happie birthday to me~~~

another year older yet not another level wiser...

life still has to move on and everything still as how it is...

however... let's wish whatever i wish for comes true~~~

又被遗忘了。。。。

2010-09-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

人。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

真的是这世界上最自私的动物。。。

人。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

只会为自己着想，就像喇叭花一样。。。。利用支撑来帮助自己往上爬。。。。。

也许。。。。。就像某人说的。。。。。。

我就失败的就是不会“做人”。。。。。

何谓“做人”。。。就是“奉承”？？？

对不起。。。。我只对我认为值得的人“好”。。。。。

所以。。。虽然有被遗忘了。。。。心里真的不好受。。。但。。。我还可以说。。。。我还是“原来”的我。。。

唯一的是。。。。对于考虑的那件事。。。。有更深刻的决定。。。

世界上不会有为了你而停止转动的人。。。。
地球也不会为了你而停止转动。。。。

你也不需为了任何人或事而感到悲伤。。。。。因为你不是为了任何人而活。。。而是为了自己而活。。。

没有人会因为谁而活不下去。。。

事实就是这样。。。。。。。

从今以后。。。。。。在我未来的人生。。。。。。我也只会为了自己而活。。。。

快乐与否。。。。只由自己能决定。。。。。。。。

心。。。在滴血。。。。

2010-08-24T14:44:00.002+08:00

有时候。。。真的不是自己想要什么就什么。。。

如果真的想要什么就什么。。。那为何还要这么辛苦。。。

我不想再爱了。。。因为爱。。。真的很累。。。。

已经够烦了。。。。。。

我不要爱了。。。。。。。。。。

time files....

2010-08-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

time files.. and i really mean fly~~~~~

it's 6mths in this company and i enjoy the work hate the rubbish i always gonna... (mean to define rubbish into details but well.. i dun wanna be "quoted")

it's about 1 week to our long-awaited graduation~~~~~ so many things to do yet can't get myself to start doing it.....

today.. is a certain birth of a fish~~~~

and guess where the fish swims to today?

this is a tricky question coz i dunno as well...

let's share a little story over here...

one day, fish called up turtle and informed turtle that fish is going over to pay a visit. fish told turtle fish will inform when going over or when reached yet turtle never received any news even on the estimated date fish suppose to arrive. so happened, turlte had to send a message to fish and fish used the commication tool at the sea region turtle is in to revert. which means... fish is already near turtle but never inform as what fish promise....

no wonder... fish and turtle will never move on further as turtle never been the one fish had in mind/heart for....

End of story...

interesting? but that's based on a true story wor~~~

so ar... turtle very TL with th e fish and decided not to bother with that fish till further further notice....

blogged...

2010-08-04T10:31:00.002+08:00

my feeling at this exact moment?

S-L-E-E-P-Y

it's seems to be forever since i lasted slept....

it's the chiong-ing period now and man... i see nth except work and work and oh ya.. my working desk pc which is using right now to update this blog....

no wonder i hate august for the past few years....

when i was counter at cb... it's endless fairs with lots of bookings to key in after fair and muliple 'shits' to clear for the booking taken in by te freelance...

over here... it's endless brainstorming and calculator 'pressing' to get a 'good' deals out for the forever claiming poor yet have the ability to travel and cheapo ppl...

those.. i always said.. are really classy travellers are those who take one look at the price (and i mean those that i am not makig a loss) mentally calculate whether it's worth the price and juz booked with questioning like any free trolley bag, can further discount not, i yr long time customers, etc....

hey! everyone LOVES this type of ppl...

but how many out there are such classy consumers? not many including yrs truly...

now... i have to get back to work already or else i will be "hanging" myself later for doing uncompleted work.... i guess everyone need a break somehow, some way... i need one and so does u... damm... i am so bloody tired........ my brain is actually not functioning well and i am officially not aware what i am typing anymore... so.. please spare the typos and randomness of my entrie....

it's a moment of joy when fish contacted me..... bet he was thinking and trying to figure my 'motives' since i asked him... that's so funny!! lolxx... knowing him.. if it's not urgent.. he will not call... and we are in two different places to top it off..... lolxxx....

i have to wonder too... what's in his mind???

if we are fated after so many yeArs... then.. we will be fated....

it's funny how things work out in the end... he's someone i otally won't see myself with in the past or now or in the future...

i joked about saying i will woo him however asking myself.. i guess i do not really have those deep heart thumping feeling for him as of now...

but we shall see what the future holds....... lolxxx...

bloody hell

2010-08-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

when i din say NO.. it doesn't mean okay...

when i said okay... it doesn't mean i am really okay...

when i choose not to answer... it doesn't mean i have nothing to say..

when i gave u the look... it doesn't mean there's no meaning behind it...

when i choose to walk away... it doesn't mean i give in...

when i said i forgive... it doesn't mean i forget...

when i am writing all these... it doesn't meant for anyone except u...

i choose not to elaborate as i am giving you the pride you always want..

if you feel you are the person i am talking about...

think properly.. what had you done to me...

or... have you?

think....

bloody piss off

2010-07-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

machiam... y so many ppl like to give me puzzles for me to guess...

1st - RG
2nd - SP
3rd - Mr Recent

i am NOT a puzzle solver!!!!!

there's so much i can guess!!!!!! stop trying to make me guess anything!! i DUN read mind!!!!

if you wanna express interests. den SAY IT OUT LOUD!!!!!

STOP making me GUESS GUESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

好混乱。。。。。

2010-06-28T10:47:00.002+08:00

很久很久。。。。没有这么混乱了。。。

应该说是疑惑。。。。。

是自己想太多。。。还是真的是那样呢？？？

不该在想。。。因为如果错的话。。。。

难得的友情也会跟着消失。。。。。。。。。。

所以。。。或许。。。。就让时间慢慢的证明吧。。。。

自动 - automatic

2010-06-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

人往往都忘记要自动一点。。。

因为人本性就很自私。。。做任何事都只为自己为优先。。。

所以啊。。。问题不是因为某些原因而发生。。。大多数都是人为的。。。

如果。。。人啊。。。能无私一点。。。为别人多想一点。。。自动一点。。。

有很多事都可以迎刃而解。。。。。。。

但。。。这可能吗？

至少在我周围不可能发生。。。。。因为太多只为自己着想的人了嘛！

遗忘。。。。。。。。。

2010-06-03T15:10:00.002+08:00

有些事、有些人，我们可以不去想或不去管。。。

但。。。试想想，如果你是那个被人遗忘的那位。。。。。

你又作何感想？

想要把一个活生生的人丢在一边，你就不要怪他有一天发了疯，对你做出不常理的事。

因为他怕了。。。变了。。。。在他的思想里，只有一件事 -- 保护自己，因为只有自己不会伤害自己。

我累了。。。。。。。。。。不想了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我只想保护自己了。。。。。。。。

我在也不想再对任何人好了。。。。。因为受的伤永远都没办法消失。。。。流的泪也没办法收回。。。。

留下的疤痕永远也抹不掉的
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

in a grp? or not in a grp?

2010-05-26T14:20:00.002+08:00

when others asked... am i in the group...

it's time for you to realize you are never in the group if you have the doubt....

like always... either choose to stay outside the circle or step in and get involved...

if not... juz be good and stay outside...

maybe.... u never want to be out there... but things may just turn this way.......

open your heart and embrace it....

or else.. you will only be living in full misery.....

another few months to go........................ gambate~~~~~~~

解脱？？

2010-05-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

离开。。。。。。。。。

也许是另一种逃避的方法。。。。。。。。。。

但。。。。。。。。。

也是一种。。。。。。。。。。

解脱。。。。。。。。。。

the past months......

2010-05-22T09:46:00.004+08:00

ever heard the phrase?
"you should learn to blend into the environment and not the other way round"

personallly... i am a quite easy going person as long as you put your foot away from my bushy tail... yet... i still could not understand why i can never blend in with the ppl working right around me....

recently... hm told me that when i am quiet.. too quiet sitting in a corner... i look like missy ice queen preventing human being from getting close with me...

am i? i do not know.... i strongly believe in when you want to tak/know ppl, open your mouth and talk.. not juz hope that person open his/her mouth to talk to you.. i tried.. yet i failed... and it's not me.......

BJ said why not tried harder yet thinking of the very unfortunate incident happened 1 year ago in that hopeless place located in the west side of our tiny island, we had to agreed i am growing into this trend of not trusting people with me.....

if anyone was in my position, trust me... you will have a nervous breakdown thanks to a certain bloody bitch... (she already made (including me and RS) 1MAO, 3AO, 1 PT, left the department/quitted)... hello!!!! can someone finally figure out it's either her or that stupid UNLESS MYY that cause such a high turnover?????

oh.......... let's share something happy here... i FINALLY OFFICIALLY (BY EMAIL) graduated!!!! and for the last module i got a nice fat HD!!!!! (ermmm.. did i mentioned that already.. whatever!!!)

still waiting for the confirmation of the date to attend my convocation... lalalaaaaa..... can't wait!!! especially after drilling through so hard for the past 2.5years............. and the traveling distance.... thanks god.. i so did myself proud for not quitting midway!!!! =)

here goes... ppl getting married... babies.. and hello!!!! i'm still neither here nor there.......

well... as what kit always tell me........

fate....... and fate will not be cruel to me so it will give me the one and only true love................. ermmmmmmmm................. but fate there seldom been nice to me.... so. we shall see about it ba.........

more updates next time.......... >.<

izzit me or izzit just the environment

2010-03-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

come to it..

it happens again.,...

izzit me or izzit the environment....

i HATE being the ODD one left out in EVERY BLOODY SINGLE THING!!!!

it's BLOODY IRRITATING!!!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOODY BLOODY BLOODY PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously... why ppl have stupid concepts????

2010-02-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

seriously... why ppl have stupid concepts????

it's damm bloody ridiculous !!!!!

bloody hell!!!!!!!

ass-holes!!!!!!

STOP comparing and comparing!!!

every single person needs somewhere to start and learn!!!!

you also started somewhere!!!!

so........... STOP HAVING/SENDING NEGATIVE SIGNALS OUT!!!!!!!!!!

BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello tiger

2010-02-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

it's been forever since i lasted blog.......

okie... quick updates...

1. i found a job
2. i'm back to my old trade
3. i "slapped" SP... (so deserve it!!!)
4. i 'lost' my life again
5. i need a break really soon...

so here's the details... more when i can get my ass to sit and blog properly....

兩個世界 - 張克帆

2010-01-31T00:08:00.001+08:00

兩個世界

詞曲：張克帆

過了今晚再也留不住妳
遲早要洗去我臉頰上的唇印
妳和我約定到了明天誰都不許再提起
妳輕輕的留給我這深深的回憶

甜言密語遲早都會說盡
再多真心也檔不住黎明來臨
這段屬於黑夜的愛情註定要蒸發陽光底
愛上了不該愛的人，連傷心都會來不及

兩個世界的代表作品就是命運
我雖然很有勇氣但卻放不下自尊心
時鐘滴滴答答滴滴答答我還盲目的擁抱著妳
希望把這一刻的時間永遠的鎖在黑夜裏

It's finally OVER!!!

2010-01-23T16:24:00.001+08:00

*look left.... *

*look right... *

*look front... *

*look back... *

*look at the sides*

OMG!!!!

I cannot believe it!!!

It's FINALLY OVER!!!!

After a long period of 2.5 years!!!

*Dancing around the house*

World's Most Amazing Views

2010-01-10T12:32:00.005+08:00

World's Most Amazing Views
From the snow-topped Matterhorn to the Paris skyline, the best views from around the globe
By Adam H. Graham

From the Grand Canyon to the Matterhorn, the world’s most iconic vistas are part of the travel canon for good reason. They induce wanderlust. They get us thinking about the four corners of the earth as well as humankind’s minor place in the scheme of things. And when we see them in person, we are startled and humbled by their physical magnificence.

The Cliffs of Moher, Ireland

Cliffs of Moher
Meghan Lamb

Why It’s Amazing:
Stand on the blustery edge of Ireland’s steep, rocky Atlantic-battered cliffs and you’ll feel as though you’ve arrived at the true end of the world, with nothing but 2,000 miles of briny Atlantic swells between you and Newfoundland.

Secret Viewing Spot:
The view of the ocean from atop Moher is breathtaking, but experiencing it on the water is sublime. Hop on a surfboard at the nearby Lahinch Surf School and try to conquer Aill na Searrach, also known as the giant wave of Moher.

When to Go:
Crowds dissipate in October, when you’ll also find the best swells.

The Great Wall of China

Great Wall of China
China Highlights

Why It’s Amazing:
Millions of people over the course of 21 centuries helped construct, rebuild, and maintain the Great Wall of China, which dips, rises, and bends across the country for some 6,000 miles. The theory that it’s visible from space is now debated, but its immense engineering achievement and man-made beauty are unquestionable.

Secret Viewing Spot:
You’ll find the otherworldly ruins of unrestored wall segments in Gubeikou, a less-visited part of the Yanshan Mountain range in the northeast of Miyun County.

When to Go:
October’s brisk temperatures and lighter foot traffic make for ideal wall hiking.

Paris Skyline

Paris Skyline
Jon Arnold Images Ltd/Alamy

Why It’s Amazing:
Napoleon is credited for transforming the City of Light during the Second Empire, but it was engineer Gustave Eiffel who helped define the cityscape with a colossal iron lattice tower, which has become a symbol of romance that can be seen sparkling from even the remotest corners of Paris’s 20th Arrondissement.

Secret Viewing Spot:
The glimmering, glass-walled Nomiya is a temporary, 12-seat restaurant and art installation on top of the Palais de Tokyo museum; it’s open until July 2010.

When to Go:
Winter. Yes, it’s chilly, but the twinkling lights and cold Seine breeze create a tableau that is pure Paris.

The Matterhorn, Switzerland

The Matterhorn
iStock

Why It’s Amazing:
Five hundred mountain climbers have died attempting to reach the rocky 14,692-foot summit of Switzerland’s majestic Matterhorn. The snow-covered, sawtoothed peak has a pyramidal summit that has become the textbook illustration of alpinism’s golden age and all its triumphs.

Secret Viewing Spot:
Ascend Gornergrat by railway and exit at quiet Rotenboden station. Walk down the 3-kilometer path to Lake Riffelsee, which on clear days offers majestic reflections of the mountain.

When to Go:
The trail to Lake Riffelsee is open from July to October; the later you go, the less crowded it will be.

The Grand Canyon

Grand Canyon
iStock

Why It’s Amazing:
It’s big. Real big. We’re talking 277 miles long, up to 18 miles wide, and one mile deep. While it’s not the world’s deepest or widest canyon, it’s undoubtedly the most colorful. The Grand Canyon also exposes ancient Proterozoic and Paleozoic strata—two billion years of earth’s rust-hued history—a visual experience that is not easily captured on film and can’t be found anywhere else in the world.

Secret Viewing Spot:
Head toward tranquil Shoshone Point, an unmarked trail on a dirt road off East Rim Drive between mileposts 244 and 245.

When to Go:
March to May, before the RVs arrive.

Machu Picchu, Peru

Machu Picchu
Jessica Antola

Why It’s Amazing:
Though many theories exist about Machu Picchu’s purpose (a prison, a resort, an agricultural test site, an aristocratic estate), there’s no denying the cosmic beauty of these methodically carved, fog-covered peaks, engineered by the Incas in the 15th century. To witness dawn spilling over the lush Peruvian Urubamba Valley is an unforgettable experience.

Secret Viewing Spot:
Only the first 400 visitors to the site are given access to Huayna Picchu, the peak that overlooks Machu Picchu’s ruins and offers spectacular vistas of the surrounding cloud forest.

When to Go:
June is a quiet month; on Sundays many tourists head to the nearby Pisac Market instead.

The Tiger’s Nest (Paro Taktsang Monastery), Bhutan

Tiger’s Nest
JenFu Cheng/Alamy

Why It’s Amazing:
The Tiger’s Nest (or Paro Taktsang Monastery) clings like lichen to rocky cliffs in Bhutan’s Paro Valley and creates an awed silence among visitors, broken only by the sound of rustling prayer flags and chanting monks.

Secret Viewing Spot:
The best vistas are from the gardens of Sangtopelri and hermitages atop the mountain above Tiger’s Nest, accessed by the winding trail used by monks.

When to Go:
April and May, for the spring flowers and Paro Festival.

The Great Barrier Reef, Australia

Great Barrier Reef
Carl Chapman/iStock

Why It’s Amazing:
The world’s largest reef system, off the coast of Australia, casts a cerulean underwater glow that is unlike any color you’ll find above the surface. Thousands of species live on the reef, including endemic sea-dragons, giant cuttlefish, saltwater crocodiles, and 125 species of sharks.

Secret Viewing Spot:
Try off-beach diving and snorkeling from tranquil Lady Elliot Island, home to a population of manta rays and renowned for its crystal-clear waters.

When to Go:
September and October, when visibility is at its best and whales are breeding.

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無法饒恕 - 妻子的誘惑主題曲

2010-01-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

無法饒恕 - 車秀景

왜 너는나를 만나서
為什麼你要遇見我

왜 나를 아프게만해
為什麼你帶給我的全是傷痛

내 모든걸 다 주는데
我為你付出了所有

왜 날울리니
但為什麼你回報給我的全是眼淚

니가 나에 상처 준만큼
因為你傷害了我

다시돌려줄거야
所以我要重生

나쁜여자라고 하지마
不要叫我壞女人

용서못해
因為你讓人無法饒恕

잔인한 인연은 사랑같아
殘忍的緣分像愛一般

길이 아닌데
那不是屬於我們的未來之路

가다가 멈출 수는 없어
有時這段路會讓我們無法煞車

사랑끝에 후회가 찾아오면
如果愛情結束之時會感到後悔

비로서 남는건 미움뿐
那愛情給我們的就只有怨恨

사랑해달라 애원을 할때
當愛情需要哀求時

마음이 떠나
那原來的那顆心已經漸行漸遠

차디찬 눈빛이 싫었어
我討厭那冰冷的目光

그마음이 끌리는
被那顆心牽引的你

그대 살 또다른 유혹
還會遇上

있을테니
另一段誘惑

사랑이뭔데 숨죽여가며
愛是什麼它會讓人窒息

변해가는 널
難道我還曾經想過抓住

잡고싶었을까
那個變化莫測的你嗎

왜 너는나를 만나서
為什麼你要遇見我

왜 나를 아프게만해
為什麼你帶給我的全是傷痛

내 모든걸 다 주는데
我為你付出了所有

왜 날울리니
但為什麼你回報給我的全是眼淚

니가 나에 상처 준만큼
因為你傷害了我

다시돌려줄거야
所以我要重生

나쁜여자라고 하지마
不要叫我壞女人

용서못해
因為你讓人無法饒恕

我陪你哭 - 蕭亞軒

2010-01-05T18:57:00.001+08:00

我陪你哭

詞：Wonderful、吳易緯、陳威全
曲：陳威全

你的倔強　像孩子一樣
沒人願意先放　讓愛打包裝箱
假裝堅強　假裝陽光
傷人的真相　無法隱藏　也無法埋葬
太多藉口　是能快樂多久　不該讓愛殘留
也許愛　就消失成寂寞

我陪你哭　誰能用眼淚換來幸福
劇情落幕　忘記你和她擁抱的溫度
誰不在乎　不要委屈你要的幸福
給彼此祝福　完美的謝幕

你的倔強　像孩子一樣
沒人願意先放　讓愛打包裝箱
假裝堅強　假裝陽光
傷人的真相　無法隱藏　也無法埋葬
太多藉口　是能快樂多久　不該讓愛殘留
也許愛　正消失成寂寞

我陪你哭　誰能用眼淚換來幸福
劇情落幕　忘記你和她擁抱的溫度
誰不在乎　不要委屈你要的幸福
給彼此祝福　完美的謝幕

越麻木越痛苦越清醒越無助
嫉妒　衝突沉默　孤獨
我們　不如就認輸

我陪你哭誰能用眼淚換來幸福
劇情落幕忘記你和她擁抱的溫度
誰不在乎不要委屈你要的幸福
給彼此祝福就讓我陪你哭　woo~ o~
痛的領悟不想走到了最後才清楚
不是結束把愛放在內心的深處
我會陪你哭　最後的禮物
我會陪你哭

荊棘裡的花 - F.I.R

2009-12-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

荊棘裡的花 - F.I.R

我像散落在野地裡的沙
喚也喚不回了過往
手心裡的滾燙不是倔強
遍體麟傷

抱擁抱算不算你的回答
愛是真的還是偽裝
沉默不說謊話不是退讓
往愛的方向固執的抵抗

像開在荊棘裡的花
細雨中飄香
相信愛在某個地方
會種下芬芳
盛開在荊棘裡的花
越是流淚越仰望
愛是一步一步堅強
奮不顧身的綻放

抱擁抱算不算你的回答
愛是真的還是偽裝
沉默不說謊話不是退讓
往愛的方向固執的抵抗

像開在荊棘裡的花
細雨中飄香
相信愛在某個地方
會種下芬芳
盛開在荊棘裡的花
越是流淚越仰望
愛是一步一步堅強
奮不顧身的綻放
盛開的花
開在荊棘的花

像開在荊棘裡的花
細雨中飄香
相信愛在某個地方
會種下芬芳
盛開在荊棘裡的花
越是流淚越仰望
愛就是一步一步堅強
奮不顧身的綻放

荊棘裡的花
盛開的花

如果一個女人 & 三個人一個約會 - 鄭秀文

2009-12-21T01:02:00.004+08:00

如果一個女人

作曲：黃英華
填詞：林夕
編曲：褚鎮東

如果我很愚蠢　如果我沒有靈魂
你是否會更心疼　只因為我雙唇
有你所需要的體溫

你愛無限溫存　還是佩服我無所不能
為何懂得擁抱　只為抱住不可靠的人
難道一個女人　學會怎麼親吻　才能擁有一個親密的名份
如果一個女人　該裝得很單純　我也不會輸給任何人

我也怕枕頭冷　我也會守候黃昏
你是否會更心疼　只因為我雙唇　艷麗得忘記了發問

難道一個女人　學會怎麼親吻　才能擁有一個親密的名份
如果一個女人　只剩下一張唇　讓我小聲告訴你　我不是那種人

用我唯一的溫柔　告別你的吻

三個人一個約會

作曲：陳珊妮
填詞：林夕　
編曲：呂紹淳/金培達

你　揹著我的心　給著她安慰
那感覺累不累
我的嘴　吃過你的虧　吻過你的眉
有沒有她的淚

請不要給我一臉灰
我就能像野花嬌媚

寧願三個人一個約會
別讓彩虹嫉妒天黑黑
假如沒有一段情完美
六隻手就十全十美

你　翅膀一路飛　感情兩邊給
誠懇得多虛偽
我為你　一顆心喝醉　一邊臉憔悴
這樣子美不美

hmmmmen

2009-12-19T19:34:00.003+08:00

hmmmmmmmmm....... 5 more days and i'll be on the plane flying out of the country... yes! i'll be flying out on xmas day..........

anyway.... was quite piss off wheni heard from alvin last night about a certain preson who complaint that she is broke despite earning 2k a month w/o much need to spend on several house expenses.

guess what? she had spent all her money on slimming sessions in a beauty center!!!!

seriously... if u r as broke as u claim (or rather as broke as me) ... why gonna spend those money when u can force yourself (which is exactly what i am doing nowadays) to buy a professional gym ski runner and do daily exercises???

it's really much cheaper and more effective.

sorry to say this.... when you ended all the sessions... tata... somehow... the so called 'lost' weight doubles into your system. sad.. but it's true....

u still have to exercise to maintain it.

hmmm.... well... if someone paid for sessions for me... i promise to maintain it since i already got the damm machine in my home and it's not that bad spending 30mins a day doing some serious exercise. at least i DO feel healthy... lolxx...

but really... some people juz simply cannot make it. if you are so bloody broke. dun spend your hard earned cash on things that can hold. haiz....

What do Your Eyes Say About You?

2009-12-08T17:16:00.003+08:00

What do Your Eyes Say About You?

The result is Mysteries.

When people look into your eyes, they see mysteries galore.

You're a deep and intellectual person, and others can see that through your sparkling eyes.

You're quiet and shy, but once you get to know someone, you become comfortable around them.

Your eyes often spark curiousity in others, and it bothers people how they can never tell what you're really thinking.

You're hard to read and often hide your true emotions.

speechless

2009-12-07T14:44:00.002+08:00

once again... i'm speechless....

can never understand why some people always get into their mood and expect people to understand....

don't they know??

WE NEVER UNDERSTAND unless you explain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So... don't keep asking why are you so clueless and insensitive!!!!!!! Coz I can NEVER read your mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!

------------------------------------------------------------------------

recently, i read a few good stories.... some did affected me for awhile but it's still not as bad as the previous few.....

but i have to say..... although the stories may be BL but they are really good!!!!!

okie.. i'm ranting again... gtggggggggggg..........

BLOODY Autocratic Bastard

2009-11-30T01:25:00.001+08:00

some bloody autocratic bastard thought he's always right when he isn't! bloody hell.. wanna people to comment but don't accept it and bloody only stick to his own mindset!!!

bloody hell... den dun ask people to comment. do things his own way!

bloody MCP... idiot... ass hole... autocratic, irritating bastard!!!!!!!

bloody bastard!!!!!!

Speechless on some extreme behaviors by people I see in class

2009-11-14T22:20:00.002+08:00

I am not a nice person in general however I try to be kind whenever I feel like it and if there's a need to.

To be exact, I am a 'bitch' as some may say it.

No one in life is so perfect. Despite trying not to take advantages of others, sometimes, when you have a need to do so, why should you not give the chance a GO and throw away the god given opportunity? I am someone who takes whatever opportunties that come in my way.

However, I don't like those who take advantages of others with means and extreme methods. It is pure disgusting! =.=

Today, I have to personally witness someone trying to get another person to drive her to some places and used the very very useful and effective method on guys.... And without surprise, she got her ride!

And I do wonder... as both the person involved above does not really know each other and there isn't much communicate between them before. So... tata... someone please explain to me why the sudden kindness (okay... the guy is normally very nice and kind and helpful so not surprise if he agrees to send another person to his/her destination.) or rather, the sudden interest of hitching a ride from someone you don't really know or talk to.

I asked myself several times on my ride home (via PUBLIC BUS) ... why this girl who I often quoted as "爱撒娇的大小姐" (but in reality is super bloody GROSS.... everytime you hear her doing that... all your goosebumps will pop out!!!) will literally RAN towards that guy and aske dvery sweetly whether it is okay for her to hitch a ride!

GUYS!... SERIOUSLY!!! this is such a bloody and common thing! U guys bloody cannot resist to girls who love to 撒娇 to you??????????????

This is so bloody disgusting and for bloody god sake..... i DISLIKE guys who are okay to whatever a bloody 爱撒娇的大小姐 ask for regardless how small or big is he matter... YUKES!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Touching MTV

2009-11-13T16:54:00.001+08:00

Found this from youtube... it's like the Korea version of Butterfly Effects but with a lot of differences.... hmmmm... dunno how i should put it... but this mtv is quite good....

一对对/虫儿飞 - 郑伊健

2009-10-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

I was reading one of the stories recently and came across this song... it's a really nice song although i like the chinese version more... lolxxx....

虫儿飞

黑黑的天空低垂
亮亮的繁星相隨

蟲兒飛，蟲兒飛
妳在思戀誰

天上的星星流淚
地上的玫瑰枯萎

冷風吹，冷風吹
只要有妳陪

蟲兒飛花兒睡
一雙又一對才美

不怕天黑只怕心脆
不管累不累
也不管東南西北

只希望有她陪
不管她愛誰
就那么一次
也許會忘了她

一對對
作曲：陳光榮作詞：林夕

月亮亮眾星伴隨
快看看滿天星淚
日一對夜一對
螢火一對對

夜靜靜眾生伴隨
雨細細有風相聚　
來一對
回亦一對
落花一對對

問螢火照耀誰
不怕累怕孤獨睡
撲翼飛去在長空裡
有甚麼不對
雪地冰天也一對

下一個天亮 - 郭靜

2009-10-13T20:39:00.001+08:00

下一個天亮
詞：姚若龍曲：陳小霞編曲：洪敬堯&謝明祥主唱：郭靜

用起伏的背影擋住哭泣的心
有些故事不必說給每個人聽
許多眼睛看得太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見那個自已

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
許容許我小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

T.T

2009-10-13T17:00:00.002+08:00

i am dAMM sad and hardly fallen asleep for a day...

as suspected... someone got the position that i hope i may be able to get~~~ T.T

*sobz*

青花瓷 - Jay Chou

2009-10-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

as i am currently VERY free thus nothing to do... browsing the net to find inspiration for my new story.... and... tata~~~ i come across the mtv of 青花瓷 by Jay Chou...

the story is kind of touching but i dun wanna that for my leads la.. machiam i will cry myself to death if i gonna write such a sad story....

but still... i think the mtv is worth viewing ...

青花瓷

作詞：方文山作曲：周杰倫編曲：鍾興民

素胚勾勒出青花筆鋒濃轉淡
瓶身描繪的牡丹一如妳初妝
冉冉檀香透過窗心事我了然
宣紙上走筆至此擱一半

釉色渲染仕女圖韻味被私藏
而妳嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
妳的美一縷飄散去到我去不了的地方

＃天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
炊煙裊裊昇起隔江千萬里
在瓶底書漢隸仿前朝的飄逸
就當我為遇見妳伏筆

＊天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
月色被打撈起暈開了結局
如傳世的青花瓷自顧自美麗妳眼帶笑意

色白花青的錦鯉躍然於碗底
臨摹宋體落款時卻惦記著妳
妳隱藏在窯燒裡千年的秘密
極細膩猶如繡花針落地

簾外芭蕉惹驟雨門環惹銅綠
而我路過那江南小鎮惹了妳
在潑墨山水畫裡妳從墨色深處被隱去

＃天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
炊煙裊裊昇起隔江千萬里
在瓶底書漢隸仿前朝的飄逸
就當我為遇見妳伏筆

＊天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
月色被打撈起暈開了結局
如傳世的青花瓷自顧自美麗妳眼帶笑意

＃天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
炊煙裊裊昇起隔江千萬里
在瓶底書漢隸仿前朝的飄逸
就當我為遇見妳伏筆

＊天青色等煙雨而我在等妳
月色被打撈起暈開了結局
如傳世的青花瓷自顧自美麗妳眼帶笑意 (更多)

starting a new story

2009-09-30T15:21:00.002+08:00

finally!!!

i am finally working on a new story for the year.. i know.. it's been so long since i lasted wrote a story.. but recently.. after reading a certain series, some ideas keep popping up in my head and patterns are forming....

i am so going to write the whole story in chinese! haha.. first time ever leh.... so there's a lot of hard work and involvement needed to be put in.

let's hope the story will be out soon and i will not disappoint myself once again for being a "runner' in writing~~~

still gonna figure some other characters and the first chapter can be in progress soon~~~~~~~

stay tuned~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

往日情 - 李玟

2009-09-24T19:04:00.003+08:00

往日情李玟

讓我慢慢忘記你
像朝露蒸發陽光底
乾乾凈凈的心情從此
不再背負思念荊棘

記憶它屬於生命
誰能輕易抹去
我只能全部都藏匿

腦海裏全是過往情景
我該如何整理
真教人力不從心

這份情感如何還給你
誰能夠代替你
我畢竟已付出真情

（ MUSIC )

讓我慢慢忘記你
像朝露蒸發陽光底
乾乾凈凈的心情從此
不再背負思念荊棘

記憶它屬於生命
誰能輕易抹去
我只能全部都藏匿

腦海里全是過往情景
我該如何整理
真教人力不從心

這份情感如何還給你
誰能夠代替你
我畢竟已付出真情

為什麼世界好不公平
先讓我們相遇
又經歷太多風雨

午夜夢裡
常常回到往昔
夢醒難忍傷心
因為當時有你

Jobless frustration

2009-09-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

some ppl are happy when they are jobless.... ya.. the enjoyment of being able to relax and enjoy life but for me...

it's endless FRUSTRATION!!!!!

i have enough of being at home!!! damm that MYY & bitch that landed me in this state!!!!

curse both of them!!!! die both of them!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally it ended...

2009-09-16T16:13:00.002+08:00

after exactly 3mths of endless self-torture.. it ended for good....

those who had not heard... i guess you be very surprise that it got to happen now and the "best" part is no notice period is needed... wow!!!

well.. in life... there are things we made mistake and it's NEVER wrong to out it right although it may kills u a little... but wounds will heal and sometimes it never leave a scar....

so.... let's reflect on today happenings...

after tendering... hmmmm

a huge rock/weight seems to 'magically' lifted off my shoulder and whole body.. man. it's such a good feeling!!!!

oh.. den attitudes start to change to a nicer way and man... if that's how they behaved.. i will be myself and work as myself...

guess myy and that bitch is really a killer..

i still holds the hatred towards them wherever i goes... ah.... that's not a good thing isn't it....

one very nice thing.. no one bother to ask me to work and leaves me to surf net and rot around... haha... way better den the rotten place... i still remember i have to work my ass off on my last day just to clear that bitch's shit and not to have her stab me even more behind my back... lolxxx

so.. let's cross our fingers and pray really really hard that i will land myself on a job that is really suitable for me and i am able to love and stick to it ~~~~~

*crossing fingers, praying hard*

making wrong decision and making (hoping) it right

2009-09-12T00:53:00.002+08:00

there's always a time you made the wrong decision in your life... no one can stand up and tell the whole world they never made a single wrong decision... that's one of the reason why no one is perfect...

I had made a couple of wrong decision... wait a minute... I dun think it's only a couple... it's like... ... ermm... well... a lot... so much that I always managed to learn from it and TRIED not to make the same wrong decision again... it's a learning process. just a very hard way...

so, anyway... about what happened...

I guess it took me less than a week in there to know/learn that I had made one of the biggest mistake in my life by rejecting the very first offer and chose the current one...

It seems like I have major issue to bond with my colleagues and I seriously dun feel any good with them...

at first.. i was wondering whether it is my own problem or am I too traumatize by that certain bitch to have problem to bond with ppl I work with...

but down the route... I am able to bond with a bunch of people except my OWN colleagues in the SAME department...

now.. tell me... is it me or them?

i always feel very outcast as they always get into small talks with times excluding me and solely me... is it my problem? yes.. it may...

so there i go... frag and endure as much as i can and.. tata... i SNAPPED at the intensive period of a major project and become the really super retarded in the whole team and even my whole working experience added up.

internally.. i wonder why and i knew exactly the answer.

i am too exhausted to work with this bunch of people and too sick and tired to do the work that was passed to me...

i know they are observing and thinking i am the drag and problem in the dept.

so............ just the past wednesday... my senior manager and supervisor scheduled a private meeting with me and inform me that i did not meet their basic expectations and some other not so nice things...

and my SM prompted this question to me which everyone guessed it's a hint for you to leave....

"Is this really what you want to do?"

and after talking and explaining and seeing clearly what they were "hoping" to hear from me...

i said that I think the job is not suitable for me and she asked what I think i should do which I asked back whether it was possible to RQ for a transfer and she pulled out this policy that NO staff is allow to transfer with less than 1year with them... thus didn't that landed me with a SINGLE SOLE option?

i told them in that case.. i shall tender and then she told me to reconsider and let them know 1 week later which is the coming wed....

she gave me a option.. to leave or stay and try for 1 month... if i still failed their expectation.. i shall be asked to go.

i mean.. what's the point.. we both agree.. i dun fit and i am slowly killing myself on this job with the crappy work i produced (according to them)...

i already made the decision and i am tendering on the coming wed...

let's hope i will get sth that fit me better and make me happier....

let's try not to sob over the wrong decision and look for solutions to make it right...

*cross yr fingers and pray hard for me!!*

Some irritating Person

2009-09-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

Some ppl.. who thought they are better den others... who never care of others except themselves... who have this it's your own biz if you die attitude... who is so emo yet never allow others to be emo... who thought he/she is so good but in reality he/she isn't... who never listen to others' opinion but only ownself....

well... i did not pin point at anyone unlike some ppl who always did it in the blog(s)...

never write :: no comments coz we all know you have something to comment !!!

never write :: i shall not comment coz some ppl cannot take it coz since you already know the person cannot take it, why bother to mention to seek the attention !!!

NEVER assume what you think and feel is RIGHT coz in reality you aren't !!!

okie.. i am targeting and directing at a certain human being... if you read this and feel that you are this said person.. possible.. it's time you start reflecting on yourself...

never think you are good coz you aren't and never think you are being nice coz you are a jerk/bitch...

ever suspect why some people never likes you... coz you have faults people see which you never or can't be bothered to notice....

stop living in your own wonderful world and start learning what is reality and see your own faults!!!

oh... in normal cases... ppl can take criticism... it's juz the person who critize they cannot stand coz the person who critz others has the biggest issue and fault!!!

2009-09-01T09:15:00.004+08:00

***** despite being as cheerful as i try to be and pretending nothng is going on.. i fear my true feelings and emotions are leaking out without realizing.... *****

finally managed to watch my FIRST rated R21 movie since the time i hit 21. LOLxxx...

it's a korea movie named 'A Frozen Flower' aka '霜花店'...

剧情介绍：

激情的高丽末期，王和王的男人“洪林” 不明身份的刺客正威胁着王(朱镇模饰)的生命。从小就在王的身边担任护卫的健龙卫首长洪林(赵仁成饰)不惜一切代价保护着王，并瓦解了企图暗杀王的势力团伙。

无法拒绝的选择和交错的命运只要是王的命令，如生命一样对待的洪林，这一次遇到了非常难以抉择的问题。王为了得到一个继承高丽王位的儿子，命令洪林代替自己与王妃(宋智孝饰)结合。茫然的洪林和不情愿的王妃，还有用不安的眼神关注的王，刺激与欲望交织的那一晚，三个人的命运开始了完全不同的转变。

禁忌的爱情晃动着历史自从那晚以后洪林的心无比动摇，曾经谁都无法撼动的王与洪林的关系也开始产生了裂痕。一场反转式的阴谋将彻底激怒王的神经。

被卷入动荡历史中的洪林与王，还有王妃，围绕在他们身上的命运故事即将拉开序幕。

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nice, interesting but sad movie...

anyway.. more about my life...

i met someone... and i guess it's okie to start as friends...

but if you NEVER can get your ass to reply or go for gatherings...

i seriously doubt that the so called platform of a friendship can be formed...

especially when there's not a single communication tolls that both of us can used except the middle person....

am i piss? if you were me.. you will find the answer yourself....

** i so wanna/need to K!!!! **

oh.. on leave on my birthday! Isn't that sweet!!!! LOLXXXXXXXX......

let's pray and hope everything go well this weekend... ^^v

Incredible Lazy Female Bamboo

2009-08-12T14:06:00.002+08:00

This morning when i was on my walk to work.. for those who doesn't know.. i have to take lrt den mrt den transit another mrt to reach my working place.. but that's beside the point..

anyway.. this morning.. i happily on my way to the lrt station (i wearing my new Uniqlo Top leh!)..

as normal.. too lazy to use the staircase.. (2 plus storey high leh.. or maybe my imagination la.. lolxxx) .. uses the lift.. again.. as normal.. need to wait for the lift and so happened i always the one standing by the lift buttons (up & down) so i juz pressed and wait la...

while choosing songs on my zzen zen... felt a pair of irritating eyes checking on me and wow.. in front of me stood a tall female bamboo stick stanind in front of the lift down.. i looked but at her den ignore her coz can't be bothered with what's she looking (aka me) ...

so.. the lift came.. so the person (aka ME) standing near the buttons press the buttons la and let the others go in first.. WAIT!!!!

again ar.. this morning happily.. only 3 persons waiting for lift.. me, female bamboo stick and a nice ah pek...

anyway... so i waited for everyone to go in first la... and by logic la.. the first person who goes into the lift help to press the buttons from the inside or at least press the level we are going right???

but NOT for this case

that tall female bamboo stick went into the lift FIRST AND STAND DIRECTLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LIFT expecting others to do the button pressing....

as per normal... being me.. i entered the lift.. look at her and roll my eyes at her and press the buttons...

at least that ah pek who went in second thanks me for pressing ..

thus.. when we got out of the lift.. again la.. that stupid selfish tall female bamboo stick was the first one out, walking as if she's queen of the world and it was my job to "serve" her followed by the ah pek who at least muttered a very appreciative thanks to me...

den when we were waiting for the lrt.. that bamboo stick tried to block the way which i too damm piss off with that stick that i on purpose walked in front of her blocking her way .. in return...

juz my luck to be living in the same estate as that incredible selfish tall female bamboo stick... she will gets her karma one day for behaving like that.. hopefully.. she will trip on her bamboo sticks on of this day and falls on the station when i am there... man.. i so need a good laugh...

talking bout karma.. when's karma striking MYY and that BITCH???!!!!

back

2009-07-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. but i dun wanna be back...

difficult to understand.....????

well.. u will if you are me... but u aren't....

so save your brain cells from thinking and second guessing what i mean....

PISSED!!!

2009-07-08T20:39:00.001+08:00

i'm pissed.. very very VERYVERY VERY VERY PISS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another "Exciting" venture with the spirits~~

2009-06-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

went to the asia museum the other day with xuan xuan...

had a nice time looking and understanding all the 'kangxi' stuffs in the special exhibition area...

after we left... we decided to venture at the other galleries coz the museum is opened till 12am, there were still tons of ppl and it's FREE!!!

however... when we entered gallery 4... thankfully there were other humans in there as well...

i had this creepy feeling that there were also 'others' with us... went all round the gallery and well... they seem to be nice spirit but still i asked xuan to move on thus no to disturb them...

we were strolling in the middle gallery (i forgot which it is... but it displayed some of the thai and others culture stuffs) and we wanna get to the chinese gallery which we din see where the entrances are despite after consulting the map several times...

i noticed that the only way to get into the chinese gallery is through the doors we were at..

as we were walking and finding the entrances.. i noticed gallery 5 and for god knows what reason.. i went into it despite it does not link to the chinese gallery....

and............. from the moment we both stepped in... both of us (YES.. xuan xuan as well) felt so uncomfortable as if we had stepped into a forbiddened place...

we were both very sure there were chantings played inside that gallery and i felt a strong pressure pushing me to one of the area...

xuan xuan told me later she was quite surprised i did not mentioned anything or wanting to leave immediatey after we went in...

the truth was.. till now.. i still canot understand why i din step out but followed the strange feeling to turn into the 'praying' area...

believe or not.. the moment i saw the place.. (there's a tiny entrance that link to the opposite side of the room)... my mind told me to walk across that area but my heart made me took 2 steps backwards...

following my heart.. i grabbed hold of xuan and left the gallery with her as normal and as fast as both our legs can carried.. when i was nearly out of the gallery.. i felt a force or a hand brush across my neck harshly... not knowing whether it was meant to be playfully or purposely.. i hope i did not offend anything inside...

till to date.. i still cannot understand what made me walk into the area instead of stepping out of the gallery...

i had encounters wither several 'others' before but that was the first time in singapore that i met such strong and powerful ones... even though the scariest one was the one i met in classic place hotel in bangkok...

maybe.. the spirits are very restless as there were so many ppl disturbing their place coz the museum seldom opened till such late hours...

well... it's one to believe there are more than living things on this planet... but never ever tried to deny there's things unexplainable by science ....

你很爱她 - F.I.R

2009-06-20T21:38:00.004+08:00

你很愛她
作詞：阿沁　作曲：阿沁　編曲：黃中岳

當你決定　你要離開我　
我沒有說什麼　就當作你自由

有好幾次我都想挽留　
苦求也沒有用　就當作是寂寞

只有我能明白　他的溫柔　
對你是種解脫
只想要告訴我　誰是你的最愛

※其實你很愛他　對我的懲罰　
說你沒有想他　是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口　只能放手　
不能奢求　你說愛我

＃其實你很愛他　他很溫柔嗎　
其實你很想他　就說出口吧
我已不想多說　摀住耳朵　
不想再次聽到你說　你很愛她（你很愛她）

back to work

2009-06-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

it's june 14... 7.13pm....

about 12 hours later... i will be starting my new position with the new company..

throughout these 4 months of staying at home .. i did some serious thinking about my life and other things...

realize a lot of things that can be prevent from happening and realize that i should start treasuring the time i have left on this earth....

no ones know what will happen the next minute of their life....

i know for sure i wanna travel to places i never been and enjoy as much of ife as possible.. BUT... back to reality... everything need $$$...

without $$$... everything is limited and out of reach....

choosing this company may not be my ideal choice but it's still a good choice compared to the others... well that may be a little early to tell but i hope it will not make me regret choosing...

thinking.. every career path i chose... there's a fren who always be there to accompany me...

from cbt to nus.. there's always someone...

this is the only time.... where i choose a full time position which there's no one i know and i have to restart the mode of knowing ppl...

regardless all the hurt and sadness that happened during those months.. i hope i will be able to endure the hardships and enjoy the fruit of success in the near future....

*cross my fingers and hope things will turn out better*

梦不醒 - 关德辉

2009-06-13T18:33:00.002+08:00

This is a song I heard from a tv drama... It's a really lovely and sentimental song which I surprising only from recently from the net....

maybe years ago i totally dunno how to search for songs from the net (opps.. isn't that very illegal! *U din see anything* lolxxx)

I tried to find the song with MTV however... the closest I could find is this one...

enjoy and feel with the song....

oh.. my favourite part of this song is the background music.. u may have heard it in several dramas/movies....

梦不醒
词:陈耀川、李安修曲:陈耀川编曲:Ricky Ho

总在倾盆大雨的夜里独自走在黑夜里
往事一幕一幕又想起你的笑还在心底

爱是不由自主的东西将你我分隔两地
好想活在有你的梦里情愿一生梦不醒

在这茫茫人海里谁懂我为你伤心
我的爱早已绝提不能自己无边无际涌向你
我是真的好想你我是真的好爱你
你若只能在梦里就让我梦不醒

爱是不由自主的东西将你我分隔两地
好想活在有你的梦里情愿一生梦不醒

在这茫茫人海里谁懂我为你伤心
我的爱早已绝提不能自己无边无际涌向你
我是真的好想你我是真的好爱你
你若只能在梦里就让我梦不醒

為愛犯了罪 - 李度

2009-06-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

為愛犯了罪

作词：厉曼婷　作曲：赖雨辰

我是在什么时候　让你闯入我的世界为所欲为　直到已无路可退
你对我肆意哄骗　谎言说得天花乱坠　破绽百出你也无所谓

廉价的激情香水蒸发以后　还剩什么值得回味　空洞的近乎可悲
我甚至无力理会　你把爱情偷渡给谁　反正梦已被摧毁

我为爱犯了罪　代价是我的泪　悔恨的心情每天要来去好几回
你彻夜不归　我辗转难眠　不甘心失去被爱的滋味

我为了爱犯了罪　错误已难挽回　阳光再不曾洒进我黑色的房内
戒不了思念　断不掉慰藉　说穿了是我给你机会　让我心碎

李玟 - 被愛的女人

2009-06-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

被愛的女人
作詞：許常德　作曲：郭子　編曲：錢幽蘭

在鏡子前面　我是個被愛的女人
他站在門外　這個週末我可以依賴在他的胸懷

在情人面前　我還是單身的女人
愛若缺了緣份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太認真

為什麼被愛　有時卻覺得悲哀
為什麼我還是害怕一個人醒來
為什麼相愛　日子卻仍然空白
為什麼你　走不到我的未來

讓愛固定下來　我不會永遠青春可愛
我的美麗要你的溫柔幫我保留下來
讓愛固定下來　我和你　不要不要分開
我不要愛一再一再綵排
* 我不是每次失戀後都能重新再來 *

Cinderella - Britney Spears

2009-06-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

Out of the blue... i wanna/reminded of this song and man.. it so express what i am thinking at the moment or rather what i have been feeling recently....

maybe walking/running away may not be a good idea... but believe me... sometimes... out of the situation will helps to see things clearer and yes... i no longer believes as written in the lyrics.. fairy tales...

many gals grow up hoping to be 'Cinderella' one day.. but hello... there is NO prince charming riding his damm white horse waiting at the dance for u to drop yr glass slipper and seek high and low for u... dun live in fairy land...

in reality.. guys are animals who uses their basic instincts which well.. their lower part of their body to think around 80% of the day....

so why seek love when there is no love but lust and lies which will wither away after a period of time....

Cinderella
Britney Spears

I used to be your girlfriend and I know I did it well
Oh yes you know its true
You'd call me Cinderella
All you had to do was yell
And I'd be there for you

Here I am
So try to forgive me
I don't believe in fairy tales
Here we are with nothing but honesty
I've had enough
I'm not gonna stay

I'm sorry for running away like this
And I'm sorry I've already made my wish
Oh, But Cinderellas got to go

From time to time I'd try to tell just what was on my mind.
You'd tell me not today.
Come back, do that.
Wheres, Cinderella at...
Was all you had to say

Here I am, so try to forgive me
I don't believe in fairy tales
here we are with nothing but honesty
i've had..enough...i'm not gonna stay

I'm sorry for running away like this 'n i'm sorry
i've already made my wish. Ah, but cinderella's
got to go

i'm sorry just tryin' to live my life
don't worry, you're gonna be alright
but cinderellas got to go.

[spoken]

I used to say I want you, you cast me in your spell.
I did everything you wanted me to, but now i shall..
break free from all your lies. I won't be blind you see,
my love it can't be sacrificed, i won't return to thee.

[sung]
I'm so sorry, i've already made up my mind

[spoken]
I won't return to thee

[sung]
I'm sorry to say, i'm runnin' away now...
don't worry, you will be alright

i'm runnin' away, i've made up my mind now..
your gonna have to let me go

I'm sorry for runnin' away like this, and I'm
sorry I've already made my wish
Oh, but cinderella's got to go
I'm sorry, just tryin' to live my life, don't worry,
your going to be alright!
but cinderella's got to go.

What was I doing for hte past week?

2009-05-29T16:35:00.002+08:00

Recently.. or to be exact.. for the past 1 week.. i am doing what little gals are doing.... after a certain show ... lolxxx... the very 'lucky' drama that has stuck me in front of my baby is none another.... "Meteor Garden" Korea version.....

actually... compared to all the other 2 versions (Japan and Taiwan).. i like the this one somewhere on the same level as the Japan one. The Taiwan one has been a big disappointment since they produced part 2 which was very crappy....

anyway.. it's one of the rare opportunity that showcase some never before seen portions of some of the characters....

here's the 6mins preview i found online and also... the special edition of the music video of each F4 members... (they sang the song wor and also... the mtv is the scenarios of 5 years after their life)...

Enjoy!

i wonder where i went too...

2009-05-21T14:21:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... here's the question....

i wonder where i went too.....

i have so many things to tell yet i find no energy to put them into words for the fear that i will stare at the screen instead of doing some serious typing and thinking....

a very good example is the storyline that is so forming in my active brain and the characters are building up... but my disactive brain decided it can wait and guess who wins when both part of the brain start fighting? obviously the disactive brain coz there's NTH in my mintyflake bloggie....

talk about being guilty.... haiz

may has never been the month for me tks to the endless birthday.... and it seems i travel OUT mostly in may.. i wonder why too....

had read a lot of really good stories recently (mostly BL which is very expected) and made me think exactly what us life and our purpose to be here [AGAIN]...

well.. i still yet to get a clue why am i still hanging around on earth when i suspect i should be somewhere... especially after the few really strange and some, gruesome, dreams i had these few months... (and they r NOT the aftermath of reading my books)....

oh... i was bloody angry and pissed recently to a certain comment made by someone (disclosed)...

all i can say is...

u may be assuming something but that may not be the truth and yet u should not judge someone on things u assume and say it out loud without some serious thoughts.... it not only hurt the other party, karma will kanna on u sooner or later..... not all assumtions are accurate and ppl get hurt/hate over these kinda of silly and stupid issues...

oh.. never give that whatever i dun care look to the party u hurted... coz one fine day.... karma will befall on u once again......

u hurted someone... at least show that u care and really mean it when u say u are sorry....

i strongly believe karma will comes to whoever the person sooner or later if that kinda attitude still goes on for ...well.... forever.....

i'm a person who treat ppl in the best way possible when u are truely nice to me and curses u to death even when i am in my after life if u mistreat me in any possible way that hurt me quite badly.... the best example currently is the 'bitch' and MYY... may they never rest in peace even in their after life for the bad deeds they did to ppl....

well... that's juz portion of the curses i been chanting almost daily....

anyway... that's all folks...

more updates soon... and of coz.. i will get my active brain to start working in order to start the poor story....

oh..,. i so going to Da Vinci Exhibition!!! ^^v

I finally CREATED the story blog - MintyFlake.blogspot.com

2009-04-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i finally did it!!!

I finally create the Story Blog I have been thinking to do.

Al the stories I am writing will be posted onto that blog for anyone interested to read.

currently will be only posting some of my old stories so dun mind the grammer and whatever mistakes I may had made in the past....

Juz realized I still yet to write anything this year but recently there's a storyline keep popping in my head and some of the characters are already formed... It will be murderous if I decided NOT to write.

Wahahahaaaa....

Anyone who is interested, you may go to http://mintyflake.blogspot.com to read or you may click the title: The September Story under "the Maple"

so happie~~~~~~~~~~

decision

2009-04-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

I have decided.....

after so many years, months, weeks and days of careful thinking....

i am going to setup another blog that published all the stories (not related to ff.net or aff.net) i ever written and going to write....

maybe.. no one going to read it... but the memories and edviences of me ever writing sth will be there as long as it stays....

i should no longer waste time and do things i wanna do before little time is left....

幸福。。。到底是什么？

2009-04-12T18:20:00.007+08:00

幸福到底是什么呢？

这应该是个没有故定答案的问题吧！

每个人对幸福的要求跟形态都不一样。

有些人认为幸福是一个很简单的满足就可以达成的欲望，有些人要的所谓的“幸福” 到底是什么却自己都不知道。

很遗憾的。。。我本人就是个不知道自己要的幸福是什么的人。

可能就是因为要的太多了，所以到头来自己开始迷失了。不知道自己要的是什么了。

看到自己的好朋友这么的幸福，不自觉的就会责问老天爷为什么同样身为人，我得到的和拥有的却和别人不同。

我没有样貌，没有身材，没有知性美，根没有比任何人拥有唯一的优点。

老天到底要我来这个世界做什么呢？难道是为了让一些人看到在这个世界有我这个失败的作品吗？

也许莫人说的是对的。我这个又肥又丑的失败品应该好好的照照镜子，因为幸福不是一个我该拥有的奢望品。

有时，真的好想就这样睡着了，永远都不要醒来。

真的觉得在这个不属于我该存在的世界没什么好留恋的。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

受了点伤 - 阿桑

2009-04-08T18:29:00.004+08:00

受了点伤 - 阿桑

My love，晚安
就別再為難別管我會受傷
想開體諒我已經習慣
不然又能怎樣？

這個城市太會說謊
愛情只是昂貴的櫥窗
沿路華麗燦爛
陳列甜美幻象
誰當真誰就上當

竟然以為你會不一樣
但憑什麼你要不一樣
因為寂寞太冷虛構出的溫暖
沒理由能撐到天亮

前進轉彎我跌跌撞撞
在這迷宮打轉
死心失望會比較簡單
卻又心有不甘

這個城市太會偽裝
愛情就像霓虹燈一樣
誰離開之後卻把燈忘了關
讓夢作得太輝煌

以為能夠留你在身旁
但是誰肯留在誰身旁
一首情歌都比一個親吻更長
這就叫做好聚好散

別說你對我感到愧疚
別說你會永遠想念我
我很知道孤單這條路怎麼走
請你不要安慰我

My love，晚安
別放在心上
我只受了點傷
只是受了點傷

Which Horoscope Are You Most Compatiable With?

2009-04-08T18:05:00.004+08:00

Which Horoscope Are You Most Compatiable With?

Result: Sagittarius

You are most compatible with SAGITTARIUS!

I'm sure most of your friends are Sagittarians!

Together you're going to rock!

Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar.

They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought.

They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed.

They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice.

Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most.

They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion.

stupid rejection email

2009-04-04T13:18:00.001+08:00

damm it!!!!

i hate to see rejection email!!! i rather... you know they din send so i juz get the hint and forget it.... i'm jinx ever since i rejected that damm TP!!! well... they are basically declaring i cannot apply for leave.. so why should i go for them.. >.<

well... if i din go for the interview and den kanna the damm rejection email... i won't be that piss....

it's very irritating for ppl to see this email!!!

i rather you DUN send and let them get the hint!!!!!

i think i'm down with something

2009-04-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

i think i'm down with something...

endless sneezing den out of the blue felt hot all over and den sweat like mad in my own home....

seriously.. i think too many days coped at home has finally "destory" my body and health!!!!

damm... why can't i enjoy the 'little' break???

fine... i am thinking about job, money, job, money every single day now!

am i too rash to throw my resignation letter at MYYB? Nah... i think i should or else i will be torturing myself every single working day there...

guess it's important to love ownself!!! but seriously... $$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!

Damm!!! May as well find a rich guy and get married!!!

=.='''

okie... i think i officially fallen sick!!! Can't believe i juz type the line above~~~~ =.=

hmmm... unless the guy let me travel to placesd i wanna without bugging meeeee........... wait a min!!!

i think i'm sick... really sick......

** Slap Xue** Wretch!! Wake up!!! Wey! Stop living in Lala Land and get your ass back to your studies!!!!*** Slap Slap Slap***

You will be greatly missed... Grace

2009-03-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

how strange it is when u wake up one morning coz your phone is ringing and when u picked up the call... you realized one of your old fren whom you seldom contacted called to inform you that one of your frenz passed away....

this happened to me juz this morning...

Grace... a fren i known in Sec 3. I still remembered the first day in Sec 3E. I was sitting in my corner of the class when this gal who had a backpack on hr back looked lost and confused when she entered the class... She looked at me for awhile and asked whether the seat beside me was taken... i smiled and told her she can take the seat....

from den on... for the next 2years... we were classmates and good buddies.....

there were times we had our joy and fun and times we had our fights and quarrels.....

Grace.. since i knew her.. i always know that she had some problem with her health.. she sometimes have difficulties climbing up the stairs to our class (which was at the last block and 4th storey) from the field after the morning assembly.... she was often kid by the guys in class which upset her alot... once.. she even fainted after recess when we made it to the class.

the gal who was bubbly and ful of joy had been called back to heaven by God himself.

She will be a fren greatly missed by us and many of her memories will not be forgotten.

One day.. all of us will be reunited at the place she is there now.. only thing.. she will still look as young and joyful as now but some of us will be old and well.. ugly.... lolx...

Grace... although we had not keep in contact sometime back due to our busy schedule... you are not forgotten by me...

Bless you and may you enjoy and be happy in the after life~~~

National Geographic @ VivoCity

2009-03-22T19:08:00.004+08:00

I went to VivoCity the other day to catch a movie and unexpectedly.. i found .... TATA.....
A store that named 'National Geographic' which is similar to the magazine we always see.

The best part about this store is other than selling backpackker stuffs.. it also display some interesting items we seldom see everyday...

There's one particular pic which i had taken was actually not allowed.. but.. hehe... i took the pic b4 the person realize and ikinda told me off.... but luckily.. they didn't ask me to delete or maybe.. they assumed i will delete...

Thus, in order not to let ppl know which pic was taken 'illegally'... guess it yourself! heheee...

Enoy the pics and drop by to see the store yourself one day! I presume you will have a great time there! ^^v

檸檬草的味道

2009-03-17T16:56:00.002+08:00

他們猜我們後來有沒有再見　
離席了才會曉得懷念
突然我記起你的臉　那觸動依然像昨天　
對自己　我終於也誠實了一點

是不是回憶就是淡淡檸檬草　
心酸裏又有芳香的味道
曾以為你是全世界　但那天已經好遙遠　
繞一圈　我才發現我有更遠地平線

我們都沒錯　隻是不適合　
我要的　我現在才懂得
快樂是我的　不是你給的　
寂寞要自己負責

畢竟用盡了力氣也未必如願　
總是要過去以後才了解
突然我記起你的臉　愛不愛不過一念之間　
繞一圈　今天的我能和昨天面對面

我們都沒錯　隻是不適合　
親愛的　我當時不懂得
選擇是我的　不是你給的　
明天自己負責

給昨天的我一個擁抱　
曾經她不知如何是好
若我們再見我會微笑　
謝謝你　謝謝你　
我嚐過　愛的好

我們都沒錯　隻是不適合　
我要的　我現在才懂得
快樂是我的　不是你給的　
寂寞要自己負責

我要的　我現在才懂得
選擇是我的　不是你給的　
幸福要自己負責
錯過的　請你把握 (更多)

Which Type Of Woman Are you?

2009-03-17T02:13:00.003+08:00

Which Type Of Woman Are you?

Lovely Lady

You are lovely and caring.
You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy.
Your life aim maybe is to serve the people.
But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs.
All your time is hold back for your friends and family.
You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency.
You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human.
But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny.
Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls.
You will have your own problems in your life.
Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it.
People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful.
They will play on you.

Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others .

Not everyone is created this way...

You are uniqe and rare!

你是我心內的一首歌

2009-03-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

你是我心內的一首歌 - 王力宏&Selina

王: 你是我心內的一首歌
王: 心間開起花一朵
S: 你是我生命的一首歌
S: 想念匯成一條河

王: 惦在我心內的一首歌
王: 不要只是個過客
S: 在我生命留下一首歌
S: 不論結局會如何

合: 好想問你
合: 對我到底有沒有動心
合: 沉默太久

S: 只會讓我不小心犯錯
王: 不小心犯錯
S: 惦在我心內的一首歌
S: 不要只是個過客
王: 在我生命留下一首歌
王: 不論結局會如何

music

合: 你是我心內的一首歌
合: 心間開起花一朵
合: 你是我生命的一首歌

S: 想念匯成一條河
王: 想念匯成一條河
S: 好想問你王:好想問你
S: 對我到底有沒有動心
王: 對我到底有沒有動心

S: 沉默太久王:沉默太久
S: 只會讓我不小心犯錯
王: 不小心犯錯

合: 惦在我心內的一首歌
合: 不要只是個過客
合: 在我生命留下一首歌
合: 不論結局會如何 (更多)

你還愛我嗎

2009-03-17T00:28:00.001+08:00

夜裡傳來雨的聲音　輕輕撥動心的旋律　
情不自禁想起你　那些甜蜜的回憶
總是不小心就淋濕了我的眼睛

　
愛情需要一些呼吸　偶爾保持一點距離
回到朋友的關係　任你自由的來去　
從此想念你只能放在我心裡

你還愛我嗎　一直好想問你這句話　
卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎　為何你總是不說話　
眼看我為愛不愛掙扎你愛我嗎　
好久沒有你的消息　心裡還惦記著你

在這冷冷的夜裡　感覺那麼的熟悉　
好想再見你想聽聽你的聲音

感情的路總讓人好無助　我會學著面對獨處
給深愛的你祝福

你還愛我嗎　一直好想問你這句話　
卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎　這是我唯一的牽掛　
不管你會有什麼回答
我會一直等你　你還愛我嗎

Some jokes

2009-03-13T15:00:00.002+08:00

Title: I Can't Look That Old‏

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD. WELL.....YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE!

MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY
FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME.

SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED THAT A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK HAIRED BOY WITH
THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 30-ODD YEARS AGO.

COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK
THEN?

UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT.

THIS BALDING, GRAY HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO
OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL .

'YES, YES I DID. I'M A MUSTANG! ' HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE.

'WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?' I ASKED

HE ANSWERED, IN 1975. WHY DO YOU ASK?

'YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!' I EXCLAIMED.

HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY.

THEN THAT

UGLY,

OLD,

BALD,

WRINKLED,

FAT ASS,

GRAY HAIRED,

DECREPIT,

SON OF A BITCH ASKED....

'WHAT DID YOU TEACH???

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Title: Google Search Engine

一位女子，开出征婚条件有两点

1.要帅
2.要有车

电脑去帮她搜寻结果~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

象棋 ( Chinese Chess)

这位女子，不服搜出的结果又输入

1.要有漂亮的房子
2.要有很多钱

电脑去帮她再次搜寻的结果~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

银行 ( Bank )

此女子仍然不失望，继续输入条件

1要长得酷
2又要有安全感

Google 结果搜出的结果是~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

奥特曼 ( Ultraman )

此女子仍然不失望，还继续输入条件

1.要帅
2.要有车
3.要有漂亮的房子
4.要有很多钱
5要长得酷
6又要有安全感

电脑去帮她再次搜寻的结果~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

奥特曼在银行里下象棋 ( Ultraman at Bank playing chinese chess )

石欣卉《無能爲力》MV

2009-03-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

风空洞吹过一年又这么过
思念独舞成旋涡
雪失魂飘落明年该怎么过
思念撑不过寒冬

承诺太沉重你背不到最后
任凭我独自坠落
是我太执着就像那残留的灼火
微微弱弱颤抖

* 用所有爱过的回忆原谅着你
恨自己不能把过去放弃
此刻我却无能为力
我们的爱变成我自己的悲剧

干枯的眼眸留下一道裂缝
掩饰不了的伤口
荒凉的北风一阵阵刺进我胸口
拒绝着我的痛

Repeat *

无法忘记无法痊愈
我越是清醒越怕失去你
怪我太任性只盼时间将伤痕抹去
恨你我无能为力

用所有爱过的回忆原谅你
恨自己不能把过去放弃
你和谁创造新回忆
我一个人的悲剧不奢求你感激

my FAV FIR Song - 我最爱的人

2009-03-05T23:18:00.004+08:00

For those who really know me.. you know i LOVE F.I.R - 飞儿乐团 songs....

I have a lot of favourite but this song really make the top of the list.

Enjoy the video as it's really hard to find~~~~