Tuesday, August 24, 2010 ♥ 2:44 PM
有时候。。。 真的不是自己想要什么就什么。。。
如果真的想要什么就什么。。。 那为何还要这么辛苦。。。
我不想再爱了。。。 因为爱。。。 真的很累。。。。
已经够烦了。。。。。。
我不要爱了。。。。。。。。。。
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ♥ 4:51 PM
time files.. and i really mean fly~~~~~
it's 6mths in this company and i enjoy the work hate the rubbish i always gonna... (mean to define rubbish into details but well.. i dun wanna be "quoted")
it's about 1 week to our long-awaited graduation~~~~~ so many things to do yet can't get myself to start doing it.....
today.. is a certain birth of a fish~~~~
and guess where the fish swims to today?
this is a tricky question coz i dunno as well...
let's share a little story over here...
one day, fish called up turtle and informed turtle that fish is going over to pay a visit. fish told turtle fish will inform when going over or when reached yet turtle never received any news even on the estimated date fish suppose to arrive. so happened, turlte had to send a message to fish and fish used the commication tool at the sea region turtle is in to revert. which means... fish is already near turtle but never inform as what fish promise....
no wonder... fish and turtle will never move on further as turtle never been the one fish had in mind/heart for....
End of story...
interesting? but that's based on a true story wor~~~
so ar... turtle very TL with th e fish and decided not to bother with that fish till further further notice....
Wednesday, August 04, 2010 ♥ 10:31 AM
my feeling at this exact moment?
S-L-E-E-P-Y
it's seems to be forever since i lasted slept....
it's the chiong-ing period now and man... i see nth except work and work and oh ya.. my working desk pc which is using right now to update this blog....
no wonder i hate august for the past few years....
when i was counter at cb... it's endless fairs with lots of bookings to key in after fair and muliple 'shits' to clear for the booking taken in by te freelance...
over here... it's endless brainstorming and calculator 'pressing' to get a 'good' deals out for the forever claiming poor yet have the ability to travel and cheapo ppl...
those.. i always said.. are really classy travellers are those who take one look at the price (and i mean those that i am not makig a loss) mentally calculate whether it's worth the price and juz booked with questioning like any free trolley bag, can further discount not, i yr long time customers, etc....
hey! everyone LOVES this type of ppl...
but how many out there are such classy consumers? not many including yrs truly...
now... i have to get back to work already or else i will be "hanging" myself later for doing uncompleted work.... i guess everyone need a break somehow, some way... i need one and so does u... damm... i am so bloody tired........ my brain is actually not functioning well and i am officially not aware what i am typing anymore... so.. please spare the typos and randomness of my entrie....
it's a moment of joy when fish contacted me..... bet he was thinking and trying to figure my 'motives' since i asked him... that's so funny!! lolxx... knowing him.. if it's not urgent.. he will not call... and we are in two different places to top it off..... lolxxx....
i have to wonder too... what's in his mind???
if we are fated after so many yeArs... then.. we will be fated....
it's funny how things work out in the end... he's someone i otally won't see myself with in the past or now or in the future...
i joked about saying i will woo him however asking myself.. i guess i do not really have those deep heart thumping feeling for him as of now...
but we shall see what the future holds....... lolxxx...
Monday, August 02, 2010 ♥ 6:03 PM
when i din say NO.. it doesn't mean okay...
when i said okay... it doesn't mean i am really okay...
when i choose not to answer... it doesn't mean i have nothing to say..
when i gave u the look... it doesn't mean there's no meaning behind it...
when i choose to walk away... it doesn't mean i give in...
when i said i forgive... it doesn't mean i forget...
when i am writing all these... it doesn't meant for anyone except u...
i choose not to elaborate as i am giving you the pride you always want..
if you feel you are the person i am talking about...
think properly.. what had you done to me...
or... have you?
think....
