Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ♥ 2:20 PM
when others asked... am i in the group...
it's time for you to realize you are never in the group if you have the doubt....
like always... either choose to stay outside the circle or step in and get involved...
if not... juz be good and stay outside...
maybe.... u never want to be out there... but things may just turn this way.......
open your heart and embrace it....
or else.. you will only be living in full misery.....
another few months to go........................ gambate~~~~~~~
Saturday, May 22, 2010 ♥ 9:46 AM
ever heard the phrase?
"you should learn to blend into the environment and not the other way round"
personallly... i am a quite easy going person as long as you put your foot away from my bushy tail... yet... i still could not understand why i can never blend in with the ppl working right around me....
recently... hm told me that when i am quiet.. too quiet sitting in a corner... i look like missy ice queen preventing human being from getting close with me...
am i? i do not know.... i strongly believe in when you want to tak/know ppl, open your mouth and talk.. not juz hope that person open his/her mouth to talk to you.. i tried.. yet i failed... and it's not me.......
BJ said why not tried harder yet thinking of the very unfortunate incident happened 1 year ago in that hopeless place located in the west side of our tiny island, we had to agreed i am growing into this trend of not trusting people with me.....
if anyone was in my position, trust me... you will have a nervous breakdown thanks to a certain bloody bitch... (she already made (including me and RS) 1MAO, 3AO, 1 PT, left the department/quitted)... hello!!!! can someone finally figure out it's either her or that stupid UNLESS MYY that cause such a high turnover?????
oh.......... let's share something happy here... i FINALLY OFFICIALLY (BY EMAIL) graduated!!!! and for the last module i got a nice fat HD!!!!! (ermmm.. did i mentioned that already.. whatever!!!)
still waiting for the confirmation of the date to attend my convocation... lalalaaaaa..... can't wait!!! especially after drilling through so hard for the past 2.5years............. and the traveling distance.... thanks god.. i so did myself proud for not quitting midway!!!! =)
here goes... ppl getting married... babies.. and hello!!!! i'm still neither here nor there.......
well... as what kit always tell me........
fate....... and fate will not be cruel to me so it will give me the one and only true love................. ermmmmmmmm................. but fate there seldom been nice to me.... so. we shall see about it ba.........
more updates next time.......... >.<
