Thursday, March 05, 2009 ♥ 1:23 AM
i went through all my past entries and out of the blue.. i have the urge to write!!!
haha.. seems like recently.. i posted nth about myself except videos or some interesting facts/articles i seen...
i never know i am quite a sadist in the past.. okie.. i am still a damm sadist except i'm also a vicious bitch now..
wow.. a lot of upsetting news happened since the beginning of this year... i been thnking to throw my resignation letter at MYY but not now.. however, things are always not as planned. i was "forced" to tender my letter way earlier den i planned and believe me... i tried to be as nice as i could yet MYY SNATCH the letter from me and said i cannot work with anyone. WHAT THE HELL! HE BLOODY THINKS HE'S EASY TO WORK WITH WHEN ALL HE DID.. i mean DOES IS LISTEN TO THAT BITCH!!!! i really suspect what's going on the have to listen 100% to her and obey her!!!
man.. i am surprise u din worship her... yet....
damm that bitch.. finally got what she wanna... kick both me and RS out... i should paste that damm disgustinbg email i received from that bitch here but too bad i deleted it away...
she actually said she was 'SHOCKED' that i tendered and 'SAD' to see me go and she will 'MISS' me.... when i read that email... thankfully.. i yet to eat anything or else i will puke like nobody business. *yuke!*
anyway... i actually confessed to ben ben about my fear after we had a debate of whether my EXs left an impact in my life till now...
wow.. he kept asking the reason and i explain to him i also dunno why but whenever there's anyone that show signs of interest.. i ran off and hid.... ridiculous of me but that's what i always does....
ben ben suggested we should have an experiment however i told him no way coz i already ran off how to do experiment... he also like.. =.=''' .. haha...
hence... i am prepared to be left alone UNLESS my damm fear can be cured!
sad of my life sad of me sad of what happened yet it really happens...
btw.. i'm so dead... i still yet to update any of my stories which i hanged there since last year.. i am really going to be so dead... time to force myself to sit in front of my baby and type sth out!!!!! haha....
