seriously.... moo moo year not my year... ever since the first day back to work... things are NOT smooth...

got a lot of kns things and kns people around and they all choose to attack me right after cny???

crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i din drop dead within 1 month..... congrats to myself!!!!!

soooooooo...... if u love me enough..... SLAP me HARD & SHAKE me AWAKE if i din quit b4 june for the sake of my mental health.... coz i also dunno what mental things i will do if i still stay in current place.....

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose





While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence.

You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner.

Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.









You Are A Lily




You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.

People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.

You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.

Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

You Are "enter"



Some people might try to say you're impulsive and rash.

You like to consider yourself decisive and committed instead.



You don't have a lot of trouble making very final decisions.

You trust your instincts, and you don't waver. You just go for it!

another day nearly passed and almost end of a day battle... tired.. sleepy.. later gonna go buy hair condition.... or else ar.... si ar....

anyway.... right now... even KP and JL also super TL with CM liao... really lor.. she works how long liao.. still anything also dunno.. maybe she's those super lucky type ar.. always got gui ren to help her.....

we ppl who very unlucky that always meet suay ren ar... should not envy and work hard but work smart ba.... some places also very hard to work smart coz u have bosses that totally cannot make it.. for EG: my one....

so planning to throw letter on April Fool...

i love this line: Hi Boss, Happy April Fool. But hor... this (referring to resignation latter) not for April Fool joke ar!

haha.... i think whoever is the boss will also face half black half green.... well.... but to work with boss who only listen to ppl he thinks is right (which in most cases are NOT) ..... super jialet ar... coz either vomit blood to death or dropped off dead ar... i am the first case.. vomit blood...

the blood i vomitted ar... can dunno save how many ppl's lives liao....

anyway... received an email the other that contain the pics of the Bangkok Pub which was burnt on New Year Eve 2008/9. I din wanna vomit but i could hardly breath when i see the pics... i only get better after i deleted the mail for the sake of my lungs and heart...

if u believe this... souls that departed frm the body due to terrible/horrible happenings or unwillingly will linger around.... as the damm photos were taken directly after the fire was put out ar.. there's chances the souls were captured inside... believe it or not... Or else.. i dun think i will feel that kinda of strong pressure within....

all i can say is... the whole fire is really horrible... and it will gives u nightmare...

anyway... got to get back to work... nearly puke blood tks to FC... machiam de leh... when xuan around dun have some many issues.. now with her... like all system dun agree with her and things all cannot print... give me headache leh.... irritating.... haiz....

the other day when i surf the net... went to walkers.net to look for books and saw a few i really wanna... dunno what i was thinking.. i actually went to register and purchase the books i wanna online using my card...

after ordering... den i start to wonder whether will the book be sent to me or lost somewhere.... den i start to wonder how long it will take for the books to arrive...

so.. when i went to GWC with xuan last wed... checked with her how long does it normally take for shipment from taiwan to singapore.... was informed 2wks to 1 mth depending on wat kinda shipment....

after checking with me the cost of post.. which after my convertion is bout 29.50 bucks... she concluded that it may be sent by shipping instead of airmail...

so... i was truely surprise when i saw a package on the dining table when i came home last night.... i was there like... dun tell me... OMG.. it's HERE!!!

tks god mum was on leave yesterday to sign the package for me or else will have to make my way to the post office to pick up the package....

anyway... ya.. my books come in via airmail..... heheheee.....


See.... airmail leh.....


ermm... my books are strictly R21 and for strong heart ONLY....

i lost my hp... great.. i dunno where it is... *praying is really at home*

can't believe it!!!

i was browsing/surfing the net(as usual) yesterday and when i was at facebook, saw sth that made me super curious....

every week or every few days when a lot of ppl in my contact changes their profile pics, i will be updated... so when i juz glance through it.. i saw that that person has FINALLY upload her pic wor!!! her pic leh... very rare de wor... she always wanna ppl to feel that she's a mystery.. so ar... i was like.. "heheheee... what happened?"

however.... 不看还好，看了反被吓到！

how can a person changed over 3 mths....

well... basically after i drew a clear line between both of us... i dun really care bout her life and death. only occassionally ppl tell me den i listen lor... her breakup with ph i also only know after viewing ph's friendster....

well.. i shouldn't say i dun expect.... juz not so soon....

after knowing... me being "nice"... was thinking whether she can take it or not... but i dun wanna to ctc her coz her stupid tiny incredible no use brain will start assuming i wanna laugh at her....

so... after few mths... our dear jeremy finally got hitch and invited us to his wedding... when i saw her there... hey! she slims down A LOT!!! really aLOT!!! and ppl keep saying her becomes so pretty la, slim down la.. etc.. and i was so 'lucky' kanna sit beside her and was labelled as the incredible fat ass bitch....

bo bian lor.. endure... she juz broke off with her bf.. i endure the insults... 百忍成金。。。I 忍！

therefore... i really seek your understanding my horror when i saw her latest pics in facebook yesterday....

i won't say she suddenly become the biggest fat ass in the universe but....

what's with the super auntie look? and the hair extension? OMG!!!! so not suitable for her!!! and her skin condition also getting bad to worse and her face bloated quite badly....

ah hoon saw the pic and asked me whenever did she slim down... thus.. i digged the wedding pics (which have me as ms fatty/piggy) and let ah hoon compare...

ah hoon also like OMG!!!!

we were commenting and discussing what changed her.... so... well....

conclusion: a person will change without the nourishment of love...

for god sake la... she.. who wants M'E'N more den i do (depending on what needs i wanna.. haha) ... make some professional changes to herself la...

her style already very jialet liao and she always super backwards in fashion de leh.... OMG OMG OMG!!!!

how can u attract a guy when your appearance is already a big TURN OFF??? (so does mine *high 5*)

really wanna screw her thick skull and see what her brain looks like....

*faint*

why she always choose style that is to her disbenefits??? okie la... why should i bother? well.. as her styist b4 i walked out of her life... i feel so insulted.... machiam ppl will say i give bad advice...

arghhhhhhhhhh.........................

要找到谋生的方式，除了找到爱情之外，能够使自己用双脚 坚强站在大地上的东西。

现在考虑不晚了 不用多看那些写满受伤的文字
不用无病呻吟
不要想到什么就写
不要只记录伤感事
不要糟践自己，伤害别人
不要把自己处理的一团糟
不要太低潮，有时要强悍一点，
被欺负的时候一定要讨回来，但不要记恨，
小人之见，随他们去好了。

怜悯，会使自己高贵！

颓废，空虚，迷茫，只是暂时的 要相信温暖，
美好，信任，尊重，坚强这些老掉牙的字眼
告诉自己不是任何人都可以得到自己的感情
就算被你发现外面是黑，
脏，丑陋的，也还要说出：好好去爱，去生活。

属于我们的青春不多，可以停下来休息，
但是别赖着不走 以前再美好，那也是过去式，
记得别回头 常问自己，自己在干吗
伤心和委屈的时候，要嚎啕大哭，
哭完洗完脸，拍拍自己的脸，挤出一个微笑给自己看

分手后吸取教训，但不要后悔，后悔也没用
任何时候，任何人问，
有过多少次恋爱，答案就是两次。
一次是他爱自己，一次是自己爱他。

相信爱情,相信好男人存在,
还未婚,还在茫茫人海中寻觅我
不被同一个男人两次伤害
不相信床上的誓言
不看重处女, 但保持纯洁
不招惹别人的男人, 除非他非常非常值得爱
不招惹太清纯的男人
不和看不起你的人在一起
不相信在恋爱上用手段的人
不说"男人没一个好东西"
一个男人只肯喊你"宝贝"的时候, 坚持要他喊你的名字
一个男人不再来找自己的时候, 就不要再去找他
永远不要做午夜背着行李,
从一个男友的家, 流落到另一个男友家的女人

被朋友伤害的时候, 不要怀疑友情,
但提防背叛你的人
原谅, 但不遗忘, 做人存几分天真童心,
对朋友保持一些侠义之情
要快乐,
要开朗,
要坚韧,
要温暖,
这和性格无关

machiam super bitchy someone ar...

think i never notice mah... i already know and see through u liao juz dun wanna spoilt the friendship we built together....

normally i try to heck care the rude insults u throw to me but it's getting way over my limits now...

take behind my back right... stab me very fun hor.... build your happiness on top of my sadness wor...

think you very clever... right.... u r not....

有种就当面讲我啦！ 不要在我的背后搞小动作！

stab me till very siong right.... 小心你不得好死啊！

i on purpose tell u my history with hs to let u know i am not someone you can push over easily... i juz prefer to have a peaceful world... u wanna ruin the whole thing... i will let you... but when i get back to you... dun only den regret what u did to me...

i trusted you and u betrayed me...

i told u many times... i am a 有恩必报，有仇也必报 person....

whatever goes around comes around... have issue with me... den face to face...

你种下的仇跟祸。。。 你就要有心里准备会遭天遣！

自求多福吧！！！

我不收你， 天也会收你！

你它日会得到你应得的报应的！

fuckers, bitches, suckers, bastards....

i already suspect so liao but never in my mind think they will dare do it in front of my face...

machiam directly in front of me leh.. i so invisible ar..... KNS.... i si bei du lan lor.... never see me murder ppl b4 izzit.. wanna me commit crime ar... WTF....

lucky i got shot back them ar.. "machiam... kick me out so obviously ar... haha..."

should see their completely stunned faces ar...

i think the 'i told u face' to eric should be very funny ba.. haha... and JJ ar.. so funny.. he's big enough for me to hide behind him.. wahahaa.....

anyway... dun make me start cursing.. bloodsucker idiots.....

if next time got last min problems.. go help among your ownself.. i always 'kind' enough to help when any of you called or msged me.. but to do this to me.. you will get what u deserved.

i strongly believe that people who 对不起他人会有报应的。plus i am a 有恩必报，有仇也必报 person... beware... some revenge is not by words or actions... they will come when u least expect it.....

be careful and always beware of the consequences of the actions you have taken or decided.... life never goes as what u planned.. there's a lot of unexpected along the way.........

对不起的人， 小心报应喔！

i'm ... BACK!!!!!!

and i soooooooooooo dun wanna come back...... T.T

WHY?????????????? why time files when ppl were havinf a really good time....

minus the $$$ issue... it's really relaxing and very 'entertainting' especially on countdown day.... *** xuan xuan.. i mean u ar.... hehe.... and the GUY ***

everyone say i look radiant today.. something not many see for a long while...

of coz la... no need to see that foxy aka witch aka fc aka octopus for so long.. almost 1 month leh... non human also will become human looking la...

haha....

aiya.. will try to upload the photos really soon... heheee...

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