Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥ 10:28 AM
okay.... this is stupid....
that idiot... still remain as a scary cat... dun dare to come out of his room when i was there...
very very stupid.....
i really promise i won;t eat him up.... but still.. he hid in his "cave"
dun understand y i chose him that time...
izzit bcoz of loneiness or izzit bcoz i' desperate.
dunnno should i be gald or wat that we finally parted....
i still can't get over the fact that he ditch me yet inform ppl i ditch him.. so need to confront him however there no way able to talk to him without tearing down all the doors he's hiding behind.
tired or that relationship.. tired that i have to put on a smiley face wjen i see his parents... if not for his parents and sisters.. i really swear i never going to step into his house again.... been so long since i feel my heart thumping like mad and my body shivering all over....
MOST IMPORTANLY.... always when i reach there... a unseen pressure falls upon my shoulder.. tired and heavy (very unhealthy for me)
haiz...... really... when can he finally grow up and get rid of his blood sucker frenz....
this.. is reallly something i super interested to know...
