Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ♥ 1:23 PM
can't believe it... i normally will either blog once per month or once every 3-4 months...
these few days.. i like blogging everyday.........
a lot of ting to tell yet a lot unable to type out...
okay... i forgot wat i wanna write le...
stupid pax... keep calling in to enquiry about stupid silly things... kind of irritated to hear all these rubbish.... and most irritating.. directors still like to spy calls... okay.. where's the privacy needed???????
they ever herard of this thing called " REN QUAN" (guess not...)
tata... gonna end here now...
*oh.. ping.. i ncase u come across this blog... ... pls also ask which ever guy u wanna intro to read all my blogs.... ahahaaaa... coz can gurantte he surely run away de....
Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥ 10:28 AM
okay.... this is stupid....
that idiot... still remain as a scary cat... dun dare to come out of his room when i was there...
very very stupid.....
i really promise i won;t eat him up.... but still.. he hid in his "cave"
dun understand y i chose him that time...
izzit bcoz of loneiness or izzit bcoz i' desperate.
dunnno should i be gald or wat that we finally parted....
i still can't get over the fact that he ditch me yet inform ppl i ditch him.. so need to confront him however there no way able to talk to him without tearing down all the doors he's hiding behind.
tired or that relationship.. tired that i have to put on a smiley face wjen i see his parents... if not for his parents and sisters.. i really swear i never going to step into his house again.... been so long since i feel my heart thumping like mad and my body shivering all over....
MOST IMPORTANLY.... always when i reach there... a unseen pressure falls upon my shoulder.. tired and heavy (very unhealthy for me)
haiz...... really... when can he finally grow up and get rid of his blood sucker frenz....
this.. is reallly something i super interested to know...
Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥ 12:15 PM
i've made a choice.. i din choose any of the path at all..... coz it's not worth to base on that to make any decision...
frankly.. i still dunno wat i want.. wat i feel....
towards her.... emotions all pour out like waterfall....
i dunno whether is there still any good feelings for her... she juz irritated me whenever i see her... i dunno why i dunno how.. juz the sight of her.. make me sick...
frenz... i dun understand what it means anymore.. how long can i take.....
she's living in her own world and still trying to invade into mine.. can't she juz stop it???? hello!!! that's my own life... can't she stop interfering me????
dun understand y everything i shared with her she shared with others...
since she shuts me out of her life.. y muz i answer to her when she needs help...
should.. NO.. MUZ learn not to be too kind to this ungratful bitch....
MUZ!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥ 1:47 PM
i dunno wat i should do now.... dunno which should i choose....
decision that u will regret is the worst choice ever made...
i dun wanna choose sth i will regret yet i am "force" to do... that's y..i dunno.. dunno which path should i take...
1st path is out tks to a certain bond i have to follow or else need to bid goodbye to at least 1k....
2nd path... i'm thinking.. thinking hard..... my brain tells me to take it... my heart tells me otherwise....
3rd path... will i still in the same agony i am in now... being unhappy... having to hide behind a secret mask.... do i still wanna this kind of life? i dunno...
all the paths seem so easy yet tough to choose from as whichever will affect the future of many many things... including the second sector of my life....
life has its ups & downs... so difficult to choose... so difficult to think.... y can't life flows in a straight path... without any crosspath and turning point...
what should i choose... which is the best decision..i dunno... i really dunno....
Friday, February 02, 2007 ♥ 10:39 AM
hey!
guess what??? i'm flying to hongkong again... well.. it's a FAM trip by company..... however.. it's better den nth..
we r talking HONGKONG here... means i may be able to meet KITYU!!!!!
hahaaaa.... so miss her......
oh... we had out Company Annual D&D yesterday.... hahaaa.... so long since i put on really thick makeup.. will upload photos soon.....
juz gotten my quarterly incentive from manager.. i mean juz know how much i got... actually not my ideal figure... however.. better den nth.... we talking $$$ here.... i can go to hkg without worries le..
heehee....
