Thursday, December 21, 2006 ♥ 2:30 PM
living on the land we called earth.. spending 21yrs of life on this piece of land... now.. it's time to conclude the past of my life.. and learn to NEVER look back to pound on all my regrets...
ever since the day the doctor horribly pulled me out of my mum body... i am so :hello world!
had been living like a princess for the 1st 6ys of my life, not knowing that ppl out there can be evil, cruel, heartless...
den proceed to my yrs in primary school, realize that parents, teachers, schools are typically very KIASU...
in my yrs in secondary school, learnt that i am not as clever as i think and i can also be as bad as i wanna be....
suprisingly, i went into poly.... live each day slowly, never think of wat will happen on the next day, and no doubt, still saw fights among ppl for results, prizes, competitions...
went into real world... saw a lot of back stabbers, idiotic bosses, irritating humans...
in different of stage of my life i met differnt pl who taught me countless og things regardless good or bad....
my love life is never smooth....
my 1st love is in primary school.. that, to be frank, is juz puppy love... i was cruely regretted...
on and on in my life, i met guys who never ended up with me... silencely i swore that if i still dun meet any b4 21yrs old.. i will become a nun...
out of the blue... when i was 19 yrs old, i met him, the guy who i, gurantee, will never notice or take a second glance...
however, we were never smooth either... things turned out so rocky that we broke up in the end.... i tried all my might to forgive what he did, what he told me, but, whenever ppl mentioned him, when i saw his pic, the anger in me juz rose up.....
in life, we have to learn to be forgiving and only remember the goods of others... but how many can do it???
i am not a sane... i cannot and unable to do it...
till now... there are no spice in my life..
everyday is juz work and home...
life is so boring...
there was one saying that we will meet our destined one when the time is ripe... by then, your life will be so fulfiled....
however, can anyonce explain why is there so many lone soul in the world?
izzit because they missed that particular destined one?
i often asked myself a lots of "why"
i love to dream, wonder, think...
questioning yrself n finding the answers in the end is the best way to kill all the "why"..
when will my life really be fulfiled? i so wonder now.................
