Tuesday, June 06, 2006 ♥ 1:36 PM
life sucks... stuck @ at job i'm regreting.....
argh..... no "LIFE" at all!!!! nth to do all day except work and sleep... no free time to meet up with frenz..... no weekend with family...... hey! wat kinda into me????
oh my god oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so miss going out all my frens.... so miss all of them.... everytime plan to go out but due to my working timing.. all plans were crashed by yrs truely.....
juz left a long long long msg on small kat blogger.... told her...
"Humans tend to make decisions they will regret no matter what... U juz have to either live with it and face it or run away from it..."
as i mentioned... no matter how i "regret" or how i "scream" at myself.. i had made a decision on my own with no one pointing a life threatening gun at me...
so i had to live with it and face it...
reason? coz i'm not a runner and too lazy to run... wahahaaaa...
so miss going back to sch... wanna study but unable to decide of the sch yet... oh.. if i going back to studies.. mean i have to quit my job.... think of it... quite a worthwhile deal currently....
but i have to make my decision wisely.. coz i dun like (and NEVER like) regrets.. a life with a numbers of regrets is no life at all....
oh.... keep wanting to wanna continue my story but my new notepad does not have micorsoft office.... asked loan form shan but error with disk....
haiz.......... life is cruel for me...... defination - im a sadist-
Sunday, June 04, 2006 ♥ 1:40 PM
hm.... recently.. life is okay... been working and working non stop.........
argh....
is that "life"
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where's LIFE???????
oh. so many had turn 21. me....... still long long away from this "horror" age.... wahaaa.. shan celebrating her 21st........ today......... haahahahaaa.. ppl at work is planning to splash her with a whip cream cake.... this strongly remind me whether is it a good idea to have a party.... coz ppl here really will promise u a "good" party... wahahaaaa...
alone at home these few days coz parents are all overseas.... kind of sad and bored.... no one to talk at home.. or even scream with at home... bored bored bored....
so miss my frenz... they are all 5.5 working days ppl... have so much time to do private activities... argh..........................................
okie........................ done from here.....
